STARSandSKIES.

Was Wandering...

2010-06-08T10:36:00.000+08:00

It's the 2nd last day of school ! let's go ayu !!!!! And to those having presentation today, JIA YOU ! Roshini girl , GO !

There are just some days you'll feel so low...

2010-06-05T22:57:00.000+08:00

Current Addiction: being hyper. :)

It's either you love me or hate me. PERIOD.

When Life Brings You Down...

2010-05-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

Currently: am very hungry!):

Okays, i'm seriously am very hungry .. hasn't been eating well these past few days due to family financial problems. but i will press on ! but anyway, it's not as if I've been in any worse situation. :D

so , i'm holding back my hungry .. there's two packets of maggie left . but i guess i won't eat them and leave it for my elder brother and younger brother . ^^ i'm a WOMAN , hear me ROAR ! hahas . hmm .. i'm doing my Effective Oral Communications Speech Draft now . my god , i seriously dunno what crap i am writing down . lolols . i just hope that it'll be a good story though . i'm making up the story from scratch . hahas . i just hope its better than nothing ahh ... so yes, i will do my best ! den tomorrow i am going to revise my accountings and internet n web - technologies . hahahas . monday got test uhs . FIGHTING AYU !! ^^ okays , thats all . let's go !

Next Time, Don't Wish Too Much.

2010-05-14T19:35:00.000+08:00

[x]Reading your letters each day.(:

Current Addiction: MBLAQ; Lee Joon.

hello world !! it's been two days since i last updated . hahas . Ayu is damn tired man ! i just woke up from my beauty sleep about 30mins ago or so . my godddddd !! i never felt so lethargic before in my life !! Poly life is seriously draining me out with all the walking around , climbing up the stairs to reach the classrooms and rushing down to the canteen to make sure we have enough time to eat lunch and sometimes skipping lunch since there are no breaks in between and stuffs. it's been hectic i guess.

budden i really have to thank the encouragement messages that my bitches always pass around every morning . it motivates me to get up and go to skool and do well for the day ! haha ! i've been sleeping late these few days and yesterday's lecture and today's wasn't really entering my brain through my right ear and staying there . in fact , i dun even think it entered the right ear and left by the left ear . i think i simply didnt listen ! hahahas . xD ! Jena was also sleeping half way . X: !

another 5 more days and it would be a month since i entered polytechnic . and i believe i am still trying to adapt to the life there . okay , lemme confess .. I HAVE NOT REALLY ADAPT TO LIFE THERE ! I CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER WHERE MY CLASSES ARE HELD EACH DAY . hahahahas !

but i'm glad i found a good fwen like Roshini who has been going to skool with me each day and putting up with my nonsense since day one ! i thank god for her friendship ! because , if she wasnt in my class , i really wander how i will be in class . hmm .. that's a thought .

TOFUs are probably at Marina Square or Vivo now .. i'm not sure . but even if i were to go and meet them , i'll probably reached there about 9 ?! and girls , i'm sorry i didn't pick up ur call just now ! i was seriously knocked out cold ! so i hope you gals have fun alright ? maybe we can meet either tomorrow or sunday aights ?

okays , ayu is going to log off my laptop for now . it has been on since 1pm and yaaa . i left it on when i was sleeping . LOLS ! because i was downloading some videos . :D ! how cool am i ! hahas !

WILL be back later on ! :D ! byezzz !

I Just Wanna Meet Them.

2010-05-12T10:30:00.000+08:00

[x]Let's Have Some Fun.

Currently into: Lee Joon's honey abs. yummys!

ohhh ... OHAYOU PEOPLE ! it's now 10:23am when i'm typing this post , just had my breakfast of nasi lemak . mmmm !

hahas . Ayu is gonna go take a shower soon and get ready for graduation ceremony !! yays mans !

ahhh, ps, I LOVE Joonie's body ! PERFECT ! hahas . and i thank IQAH once again for making me go crazy over korean guys. LOLS ! X:

psst~ i'm normally not like this . xDD !

We are MACDONALDS fans.(:

2010-05-11T18:27:00.001+08:00

Location: Macdonalds; Sembawang Plaza.

So here we are , at Sembawang Plaza's MacDonalds. David, Jena and me , waiting for Vikki to come ! hahahas .

skool was a BLAST ! but basically i didnt study anything today . was playing with Roshini and Didi the whole day in Eff Comm. hahahas ! okay , going to talk to them now . xDD ! please excuse me . xD !

It's Time.

2010-05-10T21:27:00.001+08:00

[x]We all evolve.

yes , it's finally time to graduate from ITE. on 12th May, i'm officially an ITE graduate and now a poly student . its a wonder how fast two years can pass us by like that . i didnt really think i would have enjoyed my time in ITE , but i am sure damn glad i made it a part of my life journey ! there's so many things in life besides good grades and studying . like good friends and enjoying life to the fullest !

the friends you make there are those who you can trust your life with , the times you shared with your classmates , coursemates , schoolmates , those are the ones you would never ever trade for anything in the world .

yes , i am seriously missing the wild times i spent during ITE ! all the craziness of running around like idiots , crying over jerks , laughing out loud at every single thing we do , skipping lessons with the whole class and hanging out with your besties every day after skool , now that is wad i call an ALL ROUNDED education . you study hard , play harder .

i still remember the times when most of my class went to vivo / m square ! it's the bond that makes us strong . i remember when we had an inter-class debate and you can see that we are united as one . there was also that 'sports day' which all of us took part in . it was fun !(:

and when you're having fun , time will usually pass by you fast . you blink , you lose .

so , this wednesday , HK'rians , let's us embrace our class spirit one last time yeah ? ((: we are heading our different ways in life now . most of the guys are going to NS and i wish them the best ! some of us are going through another stage of education , either in poly or private institutes , LET US WORK HARD , we maybe from ITE , but we can do it ! :D ! and to some who are holding full time jobs , congrats !

times maybe changing, but i hope friendships will always remain the same .

take care people ! :D

And That's A WRAP!

2010-05-10T02:40:00.000+08:00

HELLOS !

i spent almost 3hours doing all the renovations for my blog ! oh my ... i started at about 11pm tonight and now its already 20mins pass 2am ! but its okay ! i like the outcome , what do you think ? :D ! hahas . i love my song .. "how do you, how do you sleep?" ... mr Sprite ? hahas .

ahh .. new tagboard cux i freaking forgot my old old ones ! hahahas ! i'm soooo pathetic .

its monday now . tomorrow's module will be tutorial Internet and Web and lecture Stats . OH GOD !! it's like one more week before we are going into the ICA week ? like Jena said , i dunno how the hell my GPA is going to look for this first half man . haha ! hooray to that !

wednesday will be my ITE graduation ceremony ! like finally lah seh ! ayu all grown up already ! sooooo proud of myself ! LOLS ! but the thing is , i still haven figure out wad to wear on that day ! shyt ! was talking to QH on msn , and i told him maybe i just wear skool uni COMPLETE with bowtie ! sexayy ah ! the most outstanding one there . HAHA ! but its okay , i still have about like ... 2days to plan out everything . i'll just mix and match wadever i already have in my wardrobe to make it look 'formal'. ish .. so leceh , mux be formal , no jeans ! hurmphs !

wad else ...

ohs !

will be starting work with Ruby next week i guess . shyt ! i'm working in a 5 star hotel now when my attachment was only at a budget hotel ?! wth .. trust me dearlings, whatever that i learnt during my attachment there, isn't going to help me once i start working here man . like waste of tyme doing attachment at ______ ah ! i wont use the name of the hotel here . hahas ! so ya , will be working on weekends , to support myself ah basically .

poly is draining my money like free water like that ah ! everyday fare is like WHEEE ~ u top up today , u better make sure the day after you top up again man ! so fast the fare goes down . haix !

okays , i'm gonna watch some vids on YOUTUBE.com and i'll be going off to sleepland . hahas ! good night world !

PS: will he be there too , i wonder .

It's going on a revamp.. SOON!!

2010-05-06T00:01:00.002+08:00

YESH! i have finally gotten my own laptop and i am soooooo going to revamp this old and hagged blog man . it needs a new link and skin and stuffs . once i'm settled down . i'll do all that . but for now ! its 12:00am and i need sleeeeeeep .. LONG PEACEFUL SLEEP ! for the next 5 hours or less ! lolols .

NIGHTS WORLD !

psst... come closer . x)

Excuse me, do you have about 5litres of gas i could borrow?

2010-04-24T03:29:00.000+08:00

And yup! The title says it all! We were driving back from mustafa centre because abang received his pay and decided to buy some bodily products for us. So, daddy missed the gas station and so we were stuck! In the middle of nowhere! Classic sia.. So dad and bobo had to walk alil to the gas station to buy some gas and walk back towards us. Me, abang and mom was sitting in the car when we realised that we had tuned in to the radio station that was playin mystery jam 12. Sort of like incredible tales but on radio with toooooo much sound effects. We quickly change the station and we talk and talk and pretended that everything's alright! Which everything will be! Dad n bo came soon n we were finally off to bukit timah for some late night supper!! And now we are home! I nid to sleep soon since i'm meeting my bitches foe celebs tomorow.

I doubt it will be anything glamourous cux i already told ruby tt i'm contented with just eating mac with all of them and lepak with tgem at esplande or something n catch up with them! (: god! You dont know how much i miss talking to them about all things under the sun! Hahas. I still miss ite. Like i told jena this morn, can she plan a class chalet like NOWWW!! Lols! Skool ended at 9:30 for me, which was 3hours earlier than it supposed to be. Was just some introduction tutorial so yaaaa. Ate at south canteen with nazeehah, joyce, roshini and danesh! Had pratas mmmmh! Den waited for jena and we went to lot 1, me and her. We had a very lite lunch den and we seperated from den on! Okay, i need to sleep now or i'll be late tmr! Hahas!! See you all soon! And happie 19th birthday to MEE!!

I miss you! )x

And sometimes, i ponder why you're so nice to me...

2010-04-22T08:17:00.000+08:00

It's two days til i official become an 19 year old! Shyt... Like growing up too fast sia.. Lols! Anyway, its 8am and i'm gonna need to take a shower soon because i'm meeting Jena Darling and Roshini Babe at yck @ 9:30. Oh! Skool has been okay. I like effective oral communications alot! But statistical thingy.. Err.. Its gonna take me some time to fully like it. Lols! Yesterday went to buy skool material witg mommy and bobo. I cant believe i went 3 days wothout any pens and pencils to skool! Harshars! So hmmm... Meet up with vikki on wednesday and helped her do her rj(?). It was fun! And i believe next week it will be our turn!! Like proper lessons will start next week and comfirm got alot of hmwks and such!! There's one module where groupings for the project has been selected and oh boy! Thats gonna be fun.

And oh, how did i sidetrack from talking about my birthday to skool. Hmmmm...

I still remember last year! My bdae fell on a friday and i was surprised by the cake tofus had bought to skool for me! Funny sia!! Lols. Though it was freaking hot and we celebrate in the skool canteen, it was LOVED! Hahas.. And all the hugs and kisses and wishes! ((: and when we finished choir that day, i thought god gave me e biggest birthday present when we all saw mr jerkie dancing. Lols like NOT! Ish... It boggles me to know he affected me soo much before. But not anymore!! Bleahs! (little did i know someone else was begining to attracting ME!)

so yaaa.. And that night, we went clubbing babeh! it was fun dressing up with the girls at Ruby's house before we all left to go to vivocity and met suffy! Nervous okay! First time go clubbing! But fun! All i noe is that ppl starting throwing up and taking fasion videos and stoning around! Lols. But i'm glad my 18th birthday was a blast! xD!

Okay, enough rememberance.. I needa go get ready for skool. Shyt man ! Today until 6.. )): cannot go home with Jena darling.. Haix!

;and sometimes, i think you do care for me more than you seemed to be. But am i thinking too much?/:

I'm so slow when it comes to saving my own sanity...

2010-04-13T23:06:00.000+08:00

I heard the story so many times. That fairy tales have happily ever after. And my answer to that is 'BULLSHIT'! Life isnt a fairy tale thats for sure. Attachment ended on 19th march and so many things have happened since them. HK had one final chalet on the 5th - 8th april. And during those days i've learnt quite a number of things that shocked me, surprised me and well.. Made me cry til my eyes dried up! I realised that there are some friends that i'll never see again, some who i know i'll be able to keep contact, some of them i KNEW i would likely ever see them again and there are some of which who i would definitely miss with all my heart. ):

it's amazing how two years of companionship can make us very attached to each other. It almost makes me very reluctant to start a new campus life in 2 days! But as ppl say, life always moves on.. And that is something i need to face with. Like Seha told me, life moves on Ayu. Whether there's no HK or Mr Sprite in the new skool, i must be glad for the opportunity i have. Sigh... Its sooo hard.

Alright i'm blabberibng too much.. See u all soon!

i love my LG JOY.

2010-03-10T16:12:00.000+08:00

hello people! i know i have been missinf in action from my blog eversince forever! hahas. but anyway, i'm gonna give you all a short lil updates on my life. hmm.. firstly, late last year, dad had to go thru a bypass operation due to his weak heart. he had 5 blocked arteries therefore the doctor said that this was the best solution for him. he doing very well nowasays and he just recently started working again.

den just a few days ago, mom was sent to the emergency bay as there was a growth/infection growing near her rite armpit and thus she just went under the knife yesterday to get the growth out. today she was discharged and hence i am glad that everything is okay now.

and lastly, i have finally bought a new handphone!!! yeshh, this is the most important part that i want to update. lols. my phone is the LG JOY and damn i forgot the model number.. like pathetic cans? hahas. but however i am totally in love with it though it tends to get a lil lagging at times. hahas.

anyway.. attachment will be ending soon which means life will resume as norm when this hell finally ceased. hahas. okay.. gotta go will update again soon. see ya!

btw, to all those who have tagged me, thanks! at least i still know i got fans. haha! see u all soon. byebye!

i'm feeling good!

2009-12-10T15:46:00.000+08:00

Tag REPLIES:
mimi - diam ah ! fat jokes fat jokes ! BLEAHHS ! u bangla ! i'm doing fine at my hotel ... sometimes its dam busy but other than that , i'm okay . i'm working hard okay ! sms me lah bahalol !

sk - HELLO LOVE! ("v")

adlina - nanti ehh .. biler ayu got time to redo my blog i'll relink ya !

Jena - miss ya too sayang ! sorry couldnt meet you yesterday . ): bz bz !

rups - starbucks with you are always loved sayang ! lolols ! more outings more outings more OUTINGS !!!!

Ninny - meow meow ! ((: take care .

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hello people , i am back . i've finally gotten my first pay and it was like a fuck and go procedure . lolols ! i said hello to the notes in my hands and the next thing i knew , i've overspent ! lolols . anywaes , had two outings with the kakaks and abang at cityhub hotel and it was their treats ! yumyum .. one was at beach road at the other was at redhill ! it was fun . :D lolols . it was a blast !

alrites , i'm going lot one with my aunt and mom soon .. so yes , will update soon again ... i think . i'm still waiting for my laptop to arrive . hurhur ! wth ... xD ! anyway , everyone take care . xD !

So , we're in the fourth week.

2009-11-16T17:42:00.000+08:00

[x] in UNIFORM, lepaking in one room . LOLOLs !
hellos and Ayu is tired ... very tired . on saturday , we had to clean an entire floor filled with checked-out rooms ! it was tiring , but Kak Siti , Atiqah , Zaki , Aunty Yan and i managed to do all of it in 2hours ! just in time for the new check in arrivals ! impressive eh ?

yesterday was more relaxed , i was with Aunty Choy Peng the whole day and it wasnt that hard . :D but we all didnt bring enough lunch and we were all famished by the end of the day . hahas !

and today morning at 7am , mommy and i sent bobo to the airport for his 3days and 2 nights trip to phuket !!!! i hope he brings me a watch . i want i want ! :DDD ! heheee ..

and i miss my girls and my classmates sooooo much ! )): haix ..

okay , gtg ! bb . ^^

[x] SPOT BOBO ! :D !

i'm TIRED!!!!!

2009-11-10T21:59:00.000+08:00

okay , here's a run down .

i am attached to cityhub hotel at lavender.(: i was posted in front office for two days den went on to housekeeping for the past 2weeks plus . hmmmmmmm .....

and i want a whole HK outing like soon can ?

thanks for tagging people !! i dun have tyme to reply , but i appreciate you all keeping my blog alive while i'm still MIA-ing ..

SOON ... lappie will be here SOONNNNNNNN !!!!

HELLO(:

2009-10-13T16:04:00.000+08:00

i am having cough ! okay , bye !

and i'm still waiting for hotel attachment... haix..

i LOVE learning the HARD way. (;

2009-10-05T16:04:00.000+08:00

D&D is over last thursday and my raya open house was over yesterday. overall , only few of them could make it but it was okay . :D

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm......... i actually dont have anything important to update .. except for i need a hotel like SOON !!!

okay , i'm going to go wandering arnd the net now .. so i'll update again soon lahh ..

AND MY LAPTOP SHOULD BE ON THE WAY ... SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON .

mid of this month ?? i guess . ((:

Get Your Dancing Shoes On...

2009-10-01T13:18:00.000+08:00

i'm going to prom and i'm now heading over to IFAHgirl's house with SEHAgirl to doll up ! and REBECCAdarling will pick us up ! :D !

i'm in love with that smile, boy . :D

and orang tu .. orang sms rayer message , da sombong AH ! sialllllllll ... tak heran ehk , hilang kawan macam ko ! :D

Let Me Look Back...

2009-09-11T11:44:00.000+08:00

It's finally like nearing the end of my ITE life .. 1 1/2 years passed us so fast ! now everyone is getting ready for attachments and soon , 6months would be over fast and we'll be attending our graduation ceremony . but before that , in a few weeks time , we are having our prom night too . that would be like the last time we'll meet each other before we all chiong for attachments .

now i'm thinking about what the hell have i done in the last 18months or so in ITE .. yup , i do noe for sure i cried a lot .. lols ! laugh , joke , have fun with my classmates , yupyups ! fell in love , fall out and like someone else . not really much of quarrels but there are some rough times here and there .

but it's been fun ! hahas . so i love being with my ITE friends .... they are soo crazy , all of them .

okay , i wanna play more games now .. hahas !~ will update again soon okays ?

and yeahyeah ... complain more on your blog u pathetic shit ... tell the world how badly your already pathetic life is . ((: you make me sick to my toes . LOLs !

I wonder for how long...

2009-08-19T14:57:00.001+08:00

there's something wrong with the blogger on the computer now ... i cant see anything but whiteness all throughout the screen besides the text box to type my entry and a few buttons to press ... lolols . today was supposed to be my last day of MC but there's NAFA test so i had to make my way to school ... urghhs ... i don't blardy hell care about the results ... anyways , there's still the theory part of the whole SnW core. hmm hmm ~ but it was nice to see my classmates again . GOD NOES HOW MUCH I MISS THEM ! urghs .... i guess my mom was right ... i had never took mc before in ITE and now , one shot get MC . lols ! 1week ! jia lat uhhs .

tmr have lessons in the morning ... and shit lahh .. i'm soo tired can ?! luckily i didnt need to use my inhaler sia .. hmmm ... i wanna download songs now but i can't transfer the songs to my handphone cux i'm on my aunt's computer . lolols ! i live a complicated life . yeaps .

i am soooo bored now .. lols . i wonder how darlingVIKKI is doing .. she had to go bukit merah to the AMWAY's factory again today .. wanted to accompany her but i think i better not go out too late .. so i just went IMM with some of my classmates and den took 188 and 190 to my aunt's house .

okayokay , i think i'm going to watch some videos before i sleep for awhile or something . lolols .

last words ,
pretence is a dangerous game,girl.
don't let passion blinds you deeply.

It Finally Came...

2009-08-11T10:19:00.000+08:00

Maiyu is: GOING TO BE LATE ~!

lols in a few lines:
i thought skool starts at 12 today because i thought it was monday .
Overnight BBQ at ECP was LOVED ! very fun!
and i'm going to be late today because i just got ready ! bummers !
and i shall say farewell to mr macbook lappie . get well soon ! lolols ! the screen is disasterous !

bb ! will update when i can ... photos of BBQ will come soon too i guess ! :D !

Because It's Your Day...

2009-08-09T13:30:00.000+08:00

Maiyu is: supposed to take a shower now!

it's a beautiful sunday and Maiyu is going overnight BBQ with her families ! she hopes to get lotsa pics of the wonderful day ! ((:

so , if there's anything , you know how to contact me , ne ? my old number: 81717926 . or for those who knows my new number , do sms that one because either number u sms me , i'll reply using my new number . ^^ hahas !

especially to my ECM project members , if there's anything last minute you need to reach me , DO CALL EH ! i will pick up ! promise ! lolols .

You, Me and Us.

2009-08-09T01:57:00.001+08:00

'/& ME, in many ways.

Maiyu: WENT SHOPPINGGGG! C:

hello there , it's been awhile since i'm blogging ... hmmmm .. a few days ? yeah .. gosh .. i'm tired !

yesterday , i bought 1 extra flat shoes from FEP, 3 bangles set from FEP also .. den me and darlingIFAH went to vivoCITY to buy my dress ... but it doesnt look good on me lah sehh . )): lolols !

but i do want the PINK heels sia ! I LOVE THAT HEELS ! damnit lah ... not enough money ! urghhs ...

anywae , today i went to JP with my mom and i bought my formal dress code thingy for being MC for my ECM project event . :D ! it's brown ! lolols . i like it ah .. very nice . ^^ to me , once again ! lolols . and i bought 1 pair of brown heels and 1 pair of black flats for skool . ((:

and i'm officially BROKE okay ! da abes pon duit bursary ~ hahas . baik per !

and i dun think i have enough for contacts ... mommy , supply can de mah ? lolols ! nah , she got lotsa other things to pay up . ((: but she said she's thinking about it too . ^^

MUMMY !! thanks for accompanying me today eh ! even though the sales girl was like "forcing" me to try all the dresses , she was friendly . :D ! good service ! hahahas ! ^^

today's National Day ! yeah yeah .. my family has a bbq thingy at changi ?? hmmm ... but i dunno whether mommy wants to go or not .. lolols ! if i dun go for the bbq , i'm going to watch FIREWORKS with IFAHgirl and her fwens ? lols . ADLINAgirl , join sekaki ? ((: lolols .

alrights , i'm done here . watching some animes now . see ya ! (:

UNTITLED!

2009-08-07T01:58:00.000+08:00

MAIYU IS SLEEPY!

owari.

A random QUIZ,

2009-08-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

Maiyu's: LEGS are dyingggggggg!!!

Will you talk to the person you like on the phone tonight?
[x] are YOU out of your mind ?! of course NOT !

Ever had a near death experience?
[x] umm ... i think so , once when i was trying to play my mp3, i was crossing the road in front of my house and i forgot to look out for traffics. x3! in sec 3 !

Where’s your cell phone?
[x] both samsung and w810i is abt 30cm away from me ?

What is the last thing you thought about?
[x] charmerboy ~

Do you regret anything?
[x] how about having a quoted "STUPID CRUSH" for 8months and get told off by the dude ? JERK A*S !!

If you found out you were pregnant who would you tell?
[x] parents, TOFUs, IFAHgirl, SEHAgirl, ADLINAgirl and the dude who fucked me.

What are you going to do this weekend?
[x] prolly ECM project outings or i'll go out to find dresses . xD ! and buy contacts.

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
[x] erms .. about 2hours ago before we parted ways from Jurong Point.

Do you prefer revenge or just pure jealousy/envy?
[x] JEALOUSY !!

Who would you like your next “fling” to be with?
[x] hahas . how about Danny from McFly ? HE's HAWT babeh !

Would you curse in front of your parents?
[x] by accidently , yeah .

What kind of camera do you have?
[x] last i checked , i have none . except if u count the one on my handphone ?

Would you rather go to a party or out of town?
[x] i LOVE parties !! especially clubbings ? LOLs !

Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
[x] uhmmmm ... no , don't think so . xD !

When was the last time you held someone’s hand?
[x] if it's female.. err... i forgot but it's like everyday i hold my girlfriends' hands, opposite sex, umm ... last term ? LOLs !

Who can you tell everything to?
[x] TOFUs n IFAHgirl n SEHAgirl .

Can you play guitar hero?
[x] yeah , but i'm better at the drums . A-HA !

Is any part of your body sore?
[x] LEGGIES !!! go out too much , i guess . xD !

Missing someone right now?
[x] yes yes , charmerboy aka mr sprite . )): LOTS !

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be?
[x] erms .. for a moment yesterday , bandung came into my mind , yups.

When was the last time you saw the person you last kissed?
[x] nahs , fresh lips , never kissed . x3! who wants to be the first ? LOLs !

Do you like your phone?
[x] actually , i kinda starting to like my samsung phone , its easy to sms , i guess . and my sony ericsson one , OF COURSE ! there's music in there !

Last thing alcohol beverage?
[x] Cranberry Juice With Vodka , looking for moreeee !

Have you ever slept in a bed with the opposite sex?
[x] with BOBO when i was younger ... and during my class chalet when everyone was scattered everywhere . LOLs !

Have any of your best friends ever back stabbed you?
[x] NO comments. xD !

If you had to move in with a friend, which one would you pick?
[x] hmm .. i rather we ALL live in a place together , TOFUs and me . xD !

What’s the seventh text message in your inbox say?
[x] it was something from dini , but i forgot what it was . LOLs *lazy to check*

Met anyone new in the past week?
[x] OH ! my fake mr sprite near beach road , ask SEHAgirl, IFAHgirl and HXgirl should noe !

What does your bestfriends call you?
[x] Yuyu, Ayu , Maiyu and the latest "UHU glue" . ._."

Who was the last person to go to the movies with you?
[x] uhmm... TOFUs.

Are you currently fighting with someone?
[x] i'm constantly fighting with the guy who calls me fat each day in school . *HINTHINY!!*

Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
[x] yesterday ?

Who/What would you like to see right now?
[x] that boy with the humble smile . (;

Are you mad at someone right now?
[x] Ronald Macdonalds ? ahahas ! i want my muchies meal back !

What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?
[x] some motivational shyt . LOLs !

Do you mainly use your house phone or your cell phone?
[x] no home phone , so cell is like 24/7 !

Is there an empty place in your heart?
[x] wish to be filled by TONS of SPRITE ? ahahas !

Do you count down the days till anything?
[x] i countdown everyday to see him in school . x3!

What are your chances of getting with your crush?
[x] oh ho ... how about .. FAT CHANCES ? hahas !

Anyone told you a secret this week?
[x] somewhat , yes .

What do you want in your life right now?
[x] maybe some chips to munch on as i'm doing this quiz ? X: nahs , i want more friends . ^^

When was the last time you laughed so hard you thought you were going to cry?
[x] trust me sweetheart , i laugh like a mad girl each day in class.

Did you tell someone something today?
[x] DUHHs !

What were you doing at 9pm Friday night?
[x] having late dinner with SEHAgirl and IFAHgirl at harbourfront's MAC-d den took the bus home . xD !

-end-

Sleeping Time...

2009-08-05T01:39:00.000+08:00

Maiyu is: sneezinggggggg~ hahas!

hello world ! today in skool was another boring day , i mean , we slacked for the whole of ECM ! okay , we did managed to do alil more brainstorm for our project ! which is a good sign ! lolols . HIS was ... i dunno ... i didnt really do the assignments properly , i couldnt think okay ! i mean , i really didnt feel like doing it lors . PIC was pretty cocked up because we TOFUs have problems with our pbl 3n4 . but i think darlingREBECCA has managed to do pbl 4 and i hope tomorrow we can do a decent presentation for ms Hasnah ... she gave us a lot of chances already and its time we do a good one .

i am having a headache right now and dear lord ! i cannot take it sia .. it's like someone's drumming inside my head siaol !!! where's the love man ! lololols !

lols . and i'm getting sleepy .. so i think i should go to sleep now . LOLs ! yes , that's a great idea ! alright world ! maiyu's going to sleep . x_x buey tahan lei ! hahas .

will update again if i can . mmmmuahs ~

charmerBOY((((: , i love you ? LOLs !

Should i not come to school?

2009-08-04T04:39:00.001+08:00

/'&what would the world be without lollipops.
Maiyu is: seriouesly not feeling too well.

i'm having a slight fever as i'm typing this post . and i've slept all night and left my msn unattended . lols ! sorry to those who tried to chat with me and got ignored . eheh ...

i really dont feel like going to skool cux i dunno why i'm feeling like tomorrow's the weekend . AAHAHAS ! call me mad please , yeah . xD !

i feel like going to the doctor .. hmmm ...

With LOVE,

2009-08-03T03:17:00.000+08:00

Maiyu is: EMO ! cux there's no more laptop from tomorrow!

hello people ! i'm serious , this will be my last post until god noes when alright ? laptop is finally going for repairs ! lolols . and i hope it gets well okay ! cux the cracks are looking pretty bad already . hmmm ...

i received news that my physics teacher from sec school has just passed away on saturday, 1st of August . and it's really a pity , he was a great teacher , even though i was too nottie to study and pay attention in class back then . my prayers goes to him and his family and i hope his soul will rest in peace.

life's fragile , ne ?

hmm .. in another news , darlingRUBY just turned 19 on sunday, which is yesterday ! [i'm writing this post at 3am so , its officially 3rd August!] i hope she has a lovely time celebrating her birthday . darling , you noe i love you ! (: she already read my birthday message for her on her facebook . ^^ heheee ~ yays !

anywaes , tomorrow there's school .. urghs ... wth man .. lolols ! i'm sooooooo lazy to go to school these days , dont ask why .. i'm just ! hahas .

alright .. i dun have anything else to update .. hmmm .. well ... i'll update whenever i can alright ?

if there's anything , u all noe how to contact me . both numbers are still in use , but i will reply using my new one . ((:

ohkay . good night world . ^^

What A Freaky Good Friday!

2009-08-01T02:13:00.000+08:00

'/&i'll be yours forever.(:

Maiyu is: SOOO TIRED! urghs...

hello world ! today went to bugis , little india and vivocity with IFAHgirl, SEHAgirl, ATIQAHgirl, HXgirl, QH, NANI, SAM, ZAKI, and AHMAD. IFAHgirl, SEHAgirl, HXgirl, QH and SAM and i went ahead first to Beach Road area to find their parties stuffs for ECM project ! lols . cute lahh their theme .. i lioke ! hahas . then we went to a building called the CONCOURSE but apparently the stores there were moved to TEKKA mall ... or should i say now known as the VERGE .. oh ! wadever lah ehhh ... yeah .. we went arnd the shops for awhile den NANI, AHMAD, ZAKI and ATIQAHgirl came and joined us .. with more people , the more chaotic our outing became ! lolols .

we lepak at the BANQUET there as the girls counted wad they have bought and have not . and i can only imagine how bad it's going to be for our outing tomorrow ! which is like in ... a few hours time .. hahas ! hmm .. anyhos ~ after that , the guys went off home and we girls went to Sheong Siong except for HXgirl , she left earlier to meet her friends . hahas !

boy oh boy , i was SOOO tired lahh ! den IFAHgirl wanted to buy her GUESS wallet .. at first she wanted to go to BHG or OG but somehow we all managed to psycho her to go VIVOcity , my 2nd home ! LOLs ! we took a straight bus there and parted ways with ATIQAHgirl . after going a few rounds in VIVO , IFAHgirl's wallet is now still sitting in the cabinet of TAKAshimaya ! lolols ! because in TANGs and the GUESS boutique shop was the last piece . ((x funny sia she .. willing to pay 10$ extra for the paper bag . LOLs ! that's another joke .. after that , we went to DIVA and OMGGGGGGGGGG !!

IFAHgirl !!

THANK YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH !

for the bracelet and necklace ! i LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE it sooooo MUCH !

and i'll definitely wear it tomorrow for the outing with MY group members . LOLs ! god knows how much i treasure it okay !

den we went to mac-d to have dinner and once again i HAVE to say thank you to

SEHAgirl and IFAHgirl !

u two gave me food even though i said it was okay .. because i've been owing u two money and i dunno when to repay it back ! urghhs ... so many debts sia Ayu ... TERUKS !

we den went back home and SEHAgirl took 963 with me back to skool den she took 99 . (((:

it's a FREAKINGLY tired day , but i think it was worth it . RATHER THAN SWEATING in my house due to the contructions going on .. hahas ! i only reached home arnd 10 ... and mom was getting worried but she noes where i was ... and she was like .. "wads new in vivo?" LOLOLs ! yeah yeah .. alright , Maiyu wants to download more songs and play her restaurant city on facebook !!! ohohos . take care world ! ((:

and tomorrow's going to be hectic too !

wanna watch FIREworks .... anyone ? (((:

An Angel of Sleep?

2009-07-31T02:59:00.000+08:00

'/&love makes the world goes around...right?

Maiyu thinks: she's suffering from insomnia !! )):

been up to nothing much these days because i'm basically going home after skool . lols ! it's tiring ok ! and wads worse is that i don't seem to be able to fall asleep at night .. hmm .. am i suffering from insomnia ? i oso dunno lah eh .. lols .

tomorrow's finally another friday .. and hopefully school ends fast fast .. i think i nid to go to my aunt's after that because my house's electricity will be temporarily cut off because of something that the construction people need to do i guess .. from 9-5 ? ohh well .. going to aunt's house is not bad .. i like ! (: hahas .

oh .. and MIMI ! sorry , was chatting with him halfway and i fell asleep . LOLs ! my bad . tired lah sehh . )): hahas .

and i wonder when my bursary letter's coming ... like tomorrow can ?! i need moneyyyyyyy for a lot of things ! lols .

gd night world . (:

There's Only One...

2009-07-30T03:41:00.000+08:00

'/&don't cry sweetheart.(:
Maiyu says: i want pillows ! LOTSA them!

there's only one thing to do,
three letters for me.
ZZZ ... i wan to SLEEP!

gd night!

and i wish him happiness(:

2009-07-29T09:39:00.000+08:00

Maiyu is: HAPPY BECAUSE THE FILE CONVERTER DIDNT LIE !

okay , i managed to get the file ! and Maiyu is one HAPPY girl ! lolols ! but i regretted not uploading one vid of MJ , because i like tt vid alot ! AHAHAHAHAS ! okay , last post . ((:

will see you all soon . going to skool now . byebye !

THE VIDEO CONVERTER WAS A LIAR!!!

2009-07-29T04:18:00.000+08:00

Maiyu is: FEELING SO STUPIDDDDDD!!!

u noe the video rite ? i was waiting like hell for it to be so called ... "converted" to .3gp format , so that i can put it in my handphone .. and after trying on countless websites , i tot i finally found one that can make my dream come true .. and in the end ... it says .. UPLOADING COMPLETE, WE'LL EMAIL YOU ONCE THE CONVERSION IS DONE !

steady kacang or wad sak !

WTH !!!! I WASTED MY LIFE HERE TONIGHT !

that's it ! i'm going to bed ! and i have to be in skool by 11 because we have an outing to some chapalang place tomorrow ! urghsss !!

FUCKKKKKKKKKK !!

i really wanted the song ! )):

;Because A Hero Fell. ):

2009-07-29T03:06:00.001+08:00

Maiyu is: SEARCHING high and low for this song !!!!

first of all , the answers to my lyrics quiz . (:
i gave the first one already .. which is "One More Chance." therefore now , the remaining 5 titles .

first two verses are from "One More Chance".
the third verse is from "You Are My Life".
the fourth and fifth(which is an one liner.) is from "Speechless".
sixth and seventh verses are from "Don't Walk Away".
eighth and ninth verses are from "Keep The Faith".
tenth and eleventh are from "Childhood".

(: hahas .

okay , now i am currently waiting for my converter to finish up converting the song that i'm looking for . it's an MJ's tribute song by a guy named Jason Malachi . (: he has a nice voice and i think i might just be a HUGE fan of him if his songs is this good ! ((:

here you can listen to it here . i think the lyrics are really really meant for MJ . and MJ was a hero to most of us .

'/&"Because A Hero Fell" by Jason Malachi; an MJ tribute song.

and i think MJ look at his finest in this video ! DAMN HOT OKAY ! LOLs ! yes yes , call me whatever u want okay ? but my mom made me follow up on his investigation and i did some researches on him and it made me a fan alright ? no wonder ppl call him the king of pop ! and that's that ! (: live with it to those haters of him out there , especially the media ! he was loved and will alwaes be loved by his fans no matter wad you wrote in the papers . :D!

'/&"Remember The Time" live by MJ.

lols ! i cant embed the video here , so here's the best i can give . ^^ HAHAS ! oh , the reason he's not dancing is because he had a sprained ankle . ((: tts wad they say . but dear lord ! i dont might just watching him sleep for god sake ! hahas . long live the king !

and one last thing , this is my last post i guess .. because this laptop is finally going for repairs and i dunno if BOBO's teacher will lend us again after it's okay . Hmmmm ... )):

hahas ! anywaes , i'll update as often as i can . ((: take care world !

;One More Chance.

2009-07-28T02:28:00.000+08:00

'/&sunsets are nice too.

Maiyu quotes: "Love waits for one thing, the right moment."

Hello ! it's been a rainy monday hasn't it ? and PIC test was horribly ! ahas ! it's actually doable if you studied and revised but if u don't it's failable . :D ! hehe .

As promised ! the first two chucks of lyrics from my previous post are from the song titled as my post title ! ((: hahas . it's a nice song for those who are out of love or need some comfort after crying session . ((: MJ rocks MJ rocks ! yes , e whole of HK noes i love MJ ! hahas .

there's presentation tomorrow and dear god ... i don't feel like presenting seh .. no mood no mood lurhhs . hmmm ...

i'm actually waiting for my RESTAURANT CITY's character to regain their energy .. it's an addictive game man ! i like ! ^^ ahahas . but apparently , it's kinda hard to log in the game and play .. hmm .. i wonder why .. maybe the server's not really ready yet ? saa na .. hahas .

and deaer god lah eh .. MIMI made me FALL in POT room again !! wth sehh .. u are sooooo dead MIMI !! dang it dang it ! lols !

that's the most noticeable happening in POT room i guess . ): lols !

thanks MIMI !

anyway , my characters are almost ready ! see you soon all ! ((((:

Good Morning Sweetheart!

2009-07-27T09:52:00.001+08:00

'/&wanna catch the sunrise with me?
Maiyu is: scared for PIC test now! ): hahas.

hello ! i wonder if my darlings have all study for PIC test .. hmm .. hahas . MIMI just messaged me saying he's feeling unwell .. but i do hope he'll come to skool (: cux its a BORE if he's not in class okay !

just had a showdown with the guy who hack darlingVIKKI's account on msn .. haix .. i tell u , he's a damn slow typer and a good entertainer ! lolols . i think i burst his ego here and there . (: what the hell low .. what a bitch . he says he used darlingVIKKI's acc for two months only and he was impressed that i was able to figure it out . i mean like ... hello , i meet her for like everyday , how can i not noe ?

haiz ... too bad , he chose me . LOLs ! and u noe how vulgar i can get . xDD ! O-rights ! need to get ready for skool ! update soon ! ((: oh .. i still haven tell the answers to my lyrics questions .. TONIGHT TONIGHT! okay ? ^^

Take Me Away,

2009-07-27T03:05:00.000+08:00

'/&kiss me;kiss me.(:
Maiyu is: GOING to fail for her PIC test! T-T

HELLO ! have you guessed the songs titles yet ? hahas . okay , i'll give you all til tomorrow night , because i'm too sleepy to remember wad are the titles myself ! LOLs ! alright , PIC test is in .. 10hours ? hahas . wish me luck seh .. this time , really nvr study . HEHEE !

good night.(:

Don't Forget The Lyrics?

2009-07-26T16:50:00.000+08:00

'/&it's all about music.
Maiyu is: not studying for PIC test tomorrow! OMG!):

Shelter come and
Rescue me out of this storm.
And out of this cold,
I need someone.

Searching for that,
One who is going to make me whole.
Help me make these
Mysteries unfold.

You are the sun
You make me shine
Or more like the stars
That twinkle at night
You are the moon
That glows in my heart
You’re my daytime my nighttime
My world
You’re my life

But I am speechless, speechless
That's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
When I'm with you I am lost for words, I don't know what to say
My head's
spinning like a carousel, so silently I pray.

But in your presence I am lost for words Words like, "I love you."

Don’t walk away.
See I just can’t find the right thing to say,
I tried but all my pain gets in the way.
Tell me what I have to do so you’ll stay.
Should I get down on my knees and pray?

I close my eyes
Just to try and see you smile one more time
But it’s been so long now all I do is cry
Can’t we find some love to take this away
‘Cause the pain gets stronger every day

And you can
Say the words
Like you understand
But the power's in believing
So give yourself a chance

So keep the faith
Don't let nobody turn you round
You got to know when it's good to go
To get your dreams up off the ground.

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for the world that I come from
'Cause I've been looking around
In the lost and found of my heart...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me,
Look within your heart then ask,
Have you seen my Childhood?

Just some random lyrics that i find is nice . and you guessed it , it's from MJ. (: i'm really addicted to his songs . his fast paced ones are nice . but if you listen to his love songs/ballads , there are meaningful lyrics and some are damn inspiring/motivating.(:

there's a number of songs from the lyrics above . try finding them . :D ! hahahas !

*HINT: there's only 1 from singles of MJ's ! if i remember correctly . (: and most of them are from the recent albums . 6 songs in all . xD ! have fun guessing people . lols .

answers will be given in tonight's post ! ^^

Somebody's Broken Heart.

2009-07-26T04:31:00.000+08:00

'/&everyone gets hurt.
Maiyu is: addicted to MJ's Break of Dawn now. x3!

there are many things we , humans , don't understand . to us , girls , we think guys are confusing . we think that they are always giving us mixed/wrong signals and when we acknowledged those signals , it's either they say we got the wrong idea and say that we are over our own heads or they think the feeling's mutual .. but they rather be friends with us .

but to the guys , we girls are the ones who never ever give them a proper answer . to them , we are complicated , to us , they are indecisive .

but then again , what good would it be if life is 100% understandable ? we wont be able to learn how to listen , care and show love that way . we wont be able to understand how pain and hurt feels like . right ? we can never run away from a broken heart .

there's so many things in my mind but i don't know where to begin penning them down . i've learnt so many things in the recent parts of life . i learn that just because someone looks nice , appearances doesnt equals to personalities . there are many types of people on this earth and we cant possibly understand each of them in an instant . that's how misunderstandings always surfaces .

i've listened and heard .. i've seen and saw .. i felt and understand . and i come to a conclusion that .. i think during this period of my life , there's a lot of problems going around . from love to friendships , family and friends and school and work life .

there's always a time when people make new bonds , break the old and do their best to maintain and strengthened the ones they have . i guess that's life . it's never constant , and we'll always be changing .

to my friends , i know it's going to be a bumpy road for all of us , including myself . but i think we shud be able to get through this together . (: we all have problems that keeps us thinking , right ? but one thing for sure , i'll be there if you need me , anytime . ((:

good night world .

To Go Or Not To Go...

2009-07-25T13:17:00.000+08:00

'/&the beauty of light!(:
Mood: *singing Heaven Can Wait terribly!*

Hmmm.... was chatting with HAZLAN late last night and he told me there would be fireworks today because he's performing for NDP anywae . (:

I WANT WATCH FIREWORKS SEHHHHH !!!

just told ADLINAgirl and she says she wanna go and watch .. but the thing is .. where are we going to go to watch ?? i don't think ESPLANDE's accessible ... hmm ... from MERLION park maybe ? ADLINAgirl suggested the sitting area around ESPLANDE . hmmm ..

but the thing is .. i dunno whether i'm going or not ! LOLs ! should i ? but my ezlink's kinda low and stuffs .. hmmmm ....

PEOPLE !!! shud i de mahh ? ADLINAgirl says she dun mind me tagging along with her friend ! :/

decisions decisions ...

Better On the Other Side...

2009-07-25T05:00:00.001+08:00

Mood: MJ-madness! LOLs.

alright , i'm back to staying up late again . LOL . but i had a good long rest just now alright ? slept from 11plus all the way til 6! ahahas . flat gilerrs ! hahaas .
as promised , the photos ! my darlingTOFUs pics are with darlingRUBY ! waiting for her to upload on her multiply ! muahahas !

and lastly , i decided to take a picture of this poor latpop's screen ! lols . some of you don't get it how can i still be on msn or even use the laptop when i say there's a huge crack on the screen .. so i'm gonna give u a visual of it ! lolols .

uh-huh ... LOVELY issit it ? that's the black spots that i was talking about ! AHAHAS ! so u see , i can still use the laptop , it's jut that there's a HUGEEEEEEEEEEE BIG FAT BLACKNESS on the screen ! lolololols . omg lah ehh ! i wonder how much it will take to repair ... hmm .. or can it even BE repaired ?!

ok , my itchy-ness to download songs have come to me again , so i'm gonna end this post here . AHAS ! bb ppl ~

Addictions Addictions;

2009-07-24T23:59:00.002+08:00

Michael Jackson's Heaven Can Wait.
Click here if you want to hear the song!
NOTE*:Do stop my blog song first okay ? just scroll down to my bear playlist and press the pause button.(:

Tell the angels no,
I don't wanna leave my baby alone.
I don't want nobody else to hold you.
That's a chance I'll take.
Baby I'll stay, Heaven can wait.
No, if the angels took me from this earth,
I would tell them bring me back to her.
It's a chance I'll take, maybe I'll stay.
Heaven can wait.

You're beautiful, you're wonderful, you're incredible.
i love you so.

You're beautiful.
Each moment spent with you is simply wonderful.
This love I have for you girl it's incredible.
And I don't know what I'd do, if I can't be with you,
The world could not go on.
So every night I pray,
If the Lord should come for me before I wake,
I wouldn't wanna go if I can't see your face, can't hold you close.
What good would Heaven be,
If the angels came for me I'd tell them no.

Tell the angels no, I don't wanna leave my baby alone.
I don't want nobody else to hold you.
That's a chance I'll take.
Baby I'll stay, Heaven can wait.
No, if the angels took me from this earth,
I would tell them bring me back to her.
It's a chance I'll take, maybe I'll stay .
Heaven can wait.

Unthinkable.
Me sitting up in the clouds and you are all alone.
The time might come around when you'd be moving on.
I'd turn it all around and try to get back down to my baby girl.
Can't stand to see nobody kissing, touching her.
Couldn't take nobody loving you the way we were.
What good would Heaven be, if the angels come for me,
I'd tell them no.

Tell the angels no, I don't wanna leave my baby alone.
I don't want nobody else to hold you.
That's a chance I'll take.
Baby I'll stay, Heaven can wait.
No, if the angels took me from this earth,
I would tell them bring me back to her.
It's a chance I'll take, maybe I'll stay.
Heaven can wait.

Oh no, can't be without my baby.
Won't go, without her I'd go crazy.
Oh no, guess Heaven will be waiting.
Ooh..
Oh no, can't be without my baby.
Won't go, without her I'd go crazy.
Oh no, guess Heaven will be waiting.
Ooh..

Tell the angels no, I don't wanna leave my baby alone.
I don't want nobody else to hold you.
That's a chance I'll take.
Baby I'll stay, Heaven can wait.
No, if the angels took me from this earth,
I would tell them bring me back to her.
It's a chance I'll take, maybe I'll stay.
Heaven can wait.

Just leave us alone, leave us alone.
Please leave us alone.
You're beautiful, you're wonderful, you're incredible.
i love you so.
lyrics from lyrics007.com

Getting shorter and shorter...

2009-07-24T19:48:00.001+08:00

'/&watch the skies with me.
Mood: feeling better.(:

School started at 8 today and ended at 10. lmao ... and i think it's getting shorter and shorter each day .. and it's damn frustrating because it feels like a waste of concession to go skool for 2 hours den returning home ... HAHAS .

and i'm gonna play pet society now . since today's theme is SHORT ! this post is one too ! LOLs !

update later ~ nights.

Where's the love?

2009-07-24T01:47:00.001+08:00

Mood: sleepy.(: FINALLY !

lols . finally , i feel sleepy at night ! good good , which means i'm going to be able to fall asleep soon . hehe .. today we had our graduation phototaking and it was fun . ((: darlingVIKKI put on some make up for me and yes , i like the wae i look ! hahas . though it would be much more fun if the whole class was there to take picture together .. hahas !

okay , i'll upload the photos tomorrow okay ? cux i'm tired and i wanna download more songs now . MUAHAHAS ! mainly more MJ's songs . x3 !! alright , good night world ! tmr skool's start at 8 ! OMG !

the barriers are there.

2009-07-23T02:49:00.000+08:00

'/&me;myself&i.
Mood: caffeine's gonna ruin my life!

hello once again , and i know i shud be sleeping but i'm kinda addicted to coffee and i think i will die tomorrow in skool due to lack of sleep ! LOLs !

today's school was extra boring .. ok , at least lessons are there but i'm starting to feel very lazy to go skool anymore . heavy heart heavy heart ... lols . went home with darlingVIKKI but i just walked her towards Clementi station den i took 184 home . ez link tight ahs .. hahas . told darlingVIKKI about my thoughts and i just can't stop the tears from coming . ): it's stupid and it's idiotic , but me , being emotional is ME . ok , scrap off the previous line , i dunno what the crap i'm crapping either . i got off a few stations before bukit panjang interchange and because i decided to walk the way home . i needed the breeze and space alone to think about ... my life ? lolols . and i got it . with some instrumental songs that i'm currently into , it feels nice . received darlingVIKKI's message and damn it girl ! u made me cry ! ): hahas . but i noe she was trying her best to cheer me up . thanks girl . (:

came online arnd 10plus and talked to MIMI, SEHAgirl, ADLINAgirl, darlingRUBY and darlingJENA . darlingRUBY was busy talking to you-know-who ! hahas . and i didn't get the chance to say gdbye to SEHAgirl because i was doing something on facebook when i realised she logged off already . ): sorry SEHA ! lols . darlingJENA ! sorry lahh .. i lazy to take out my handphone de . it was in my bag the whole day !

MIMI and ADLINAgirl tried to cheer me up .. and dang !!! ADLINAgirl was funny ! LOLOLS ! "maner ader org yang marah seh ...... den we hope when bandung suker org tu , dier kene marah balik." HAHAS ! siak ah ADLINA ! MIMI was encouraging me like fuck ! hahas . eh MIMI , tomorrow , i hope u can help me do what you promised me okay ? and you said you'll make sure i'll end the day with THAT with me .. ((: den he started making nonsense jokes . LOLs ! football team lah , glow in the dark condom lah .. nabeh ! hahas . yeah and he gave me a good quote ... "Do you want to be full of regrets ?" it was something like that . HAHAS ! it's not everyday this dude gives good advices or words you know .

ok , enough ..

let's talk about skool for tomorrow ... hmmm .. there's snw tomorrow and i haven pack my bag . GOOD GOOD . tmr , i comfirm will rush one sia .. and i need to change to my animal bag because it's much more bigger and easier to stuff things in ! ohohos . there's also photoshooting for graduation photo tomorrow at 8:30 and ... ADLINAgirl just told me on msn tomorrow both of us mux photoshop our EYEBAGS ! eee ... yes yes , i'm starting to have eyebags now .. wth !! hahas .

ok , i need to get going now .. or i wont get any rest .. it's nearing 3 ... and that means ... i'll only have about 2 hours of sleep ? hahas . baik kaper sak Ayu .. alright , will update soon . good night world . ((:

Once upon a sleepy day...

2009-07-22T10:07:00.002+08:00

'/& bottling up sweet memories.
Mood: SLEEPY!

skool's starting in 2 hours and i seriously don't feel like going to school .. urghs ... the laziness to go skool is damn high today .... and i only had 4hours of sleep , which adds to my laziness ! i just want to have a day to sleep sia !

lols ! alright , i typed this at 9:30plus but since i was chatting and playing pet society on facebook , i blardy hell forgot to click on the button "Publish Post" ! hahas ! alrights , it's 10:06am as i type this line and i wanna change bag and i have to get ready for school ! ((: i wonder if mr. Sprite will turn up today . can santa make my wish come true ? LOLOLs ! have a good day people ! though it's damn gloomy now . :D !

oh .... what's with the eclipse btw ? singapore can see meh ? O_O
yes , stupid questions from Ayu . but i'm curious ! :D !

love ; love ; love.

2009-07-22T03:18:00.001+08:00

/'&girls go crazy over this shape most.(x
Mood: i drank coffee and now i can't sleep!):

okay , firstly , i think my excel test went PRETTY well ! ohos ! wth , i can almost taste my grades falling ! lols . it was horribly difficult alright ! )x i barely can answer all the questions in section A and i skipped section B and section C was a one hit KO to me ! lololols ! like whatever eh Ayu . ohohos .

went home straight after school .. tired sia ... i didn't even take the train to woodlands with darlingVIKKI . i got off at CCK and took the mode of transportation i hate MOST , the LRT !!!! jeng jengs ahh ! hahas . got home , changed clothes and POOFFED !

i slept like a pig . hahas . only woke up at 8 plus . and had to email darlingRUBY the information on our PIC project . aha ! alright , it's nearing 3am now and i still don't feel SLEEPY ! what the hell is wrong with me man ! hahas . maybe i'm having insomnia ? :O ! my god ! hahas . now i spend practically every night downloading songs . i'm cramping up this poor laptop's space ! X: wahahas ! and oh my god , the crack on this laptop has got pretty worse than it was 2 days ago . there's a SPLAT of blackness on the left middle-top area of the screen . and i find it IRRITATING !! ahahas ! it's like .. umm .. now that i look at it properly , it looks like the map of malaysia . O.O

hahas ! I AM GLAD school starts at 11:30 tomorrow ... because if it starts at 8 ! i think i'll have a problem waking up .. and god damnit ! i need to sleep early tomorrow night because skool starts at 8 ! ok , i noe i'm just typing down some gibberish and i think start transferring the songs that i've downloaded and get to SLEEEEEP ! hahas . alright , good night world .. or shud i say good morning ? hahas ! take care all . ((:

EDITED @ 3:31AM!!
ok , Maiyu has a confession to be made . i just realised this a few days ago ... and i don't know . i know i should be truthfully so here i am , coming clean about the one thing i've been hiding .

I KINDA MISS MY LONG HAIR !!!
hahahhahahas !
ok , it takes courage to confess u know !~ what were you thinking ?! i'm gonna make an open confession that i like mr Sprite ? u crazy bitches ! hahas . yesyes , shud i let my hair grow long long from now on ? but it's very hot lahh with long hair .. hmmmmm ...

Man in the Mirror.

2009-07-21T02:00:00.000+08:00

'/& you are as beautiful as anyone else.(:
Mood: i can't stop smiling!(:

You'll never have Monday Blues when youre in HK . omg .. i think i practically laughed for the longest amount of time today , during HIS . omg .. this good friend of mine , by the name of MIMI ah ... if there's 10 ... nono , even if there's one more of him on this earth , it's enough to make me jump off the building man ! he asked me to teach him how to do an assignment for excel and omg ... it took both of us almost 2-3hours just to do that one assignment ! and thanks to him oso eh ... i couldn't let IFAHgirl teach me how to do the blardy graph lah sehh .. alamaks . thanks eh MIMI ! today's test , i stare at u , u stare at me ah ! wth ..

and speaking of excel test .. OMG .. i dunno how i'll fare for it tomorrow ... i seriously don't think i can even make a pass out of it . AHAHAS ! anything happens tomorrow , i'll have MIMI to blame . right right MIMI ? :D ! hahas .

alright , i've been unable to sleep early for these past few days and when that happens , i like to watch videos on YOUtube.com . (: and going around and around .... i guess people are watching a lot of MJ's videos and i'm kinda caught in it too . lols ! yeah yeah ... i watched some of his concerts videos tonight and last night , and i think it's amazing how he's able to control the crowd . and it's amazing people can just faint by seeing him going up on stage and he hasn't even done anything yet . and how they cry when he sings . his voice is really something , yeah ? (:

i think MJ has it in him , not to only move people with his music , but with the way he's able to make everyone come together for a good cause . and i think there's no other musician or artist out there that is anyway near as influential as MJ has been to us . (: it's a shame he left us already , but i guess he finally gets the rest he needs after always being scrutinized by the media .

hmm ... alright , i think that's all for tonight . wish me luck for my excel test tmr ! because i'm gonna need it badly ! ahas ! oh yea yea .. and for our presentation ... i'm lost ... i dunno where to begin ! AHAS ! but i do hope ms LIM wont make me and DARYL present one more time to the class again for ECM . ahhh ~ i'm tired mans ! lolols .

good night world ! ((:

i wonder, really i do.

2009-07-20T03:11:00.001+08:00

'/&that's how they break yours.
Mood: Uneasy.

Don't you wish sometimes life comes in an easy to read manual ? that tells you what to do when , for example , you're nursing a heartbreak ? or when you feel like you just don't understand what life wants from you and you can just make a phone call to God and get answers right away ? or if like you feel that you're falling in love too easily and you can just switched off your feelings so you are numb towards everything ? hahas . wouldn't that be nice ? imagine how much hurt and pain we'll be able to save ourselves from .

a lot of things happened today ... and i really don't know where to begin . i'm very tired ... very very tired ... but i have no idea , i can't fall asleep . my mind keeps thinking and my heart is so hurtful . tests are coming in one big shot and projects deadline are taunting all of us and life , is screwing and suffocating all of us .

Bobo brought back the laptop with a big crack across the screen ... i dun think that's a very big problem ... but my dad made it into an epic episode and i kinda raise my voice at him . he and my mom was on the verge of getting into a fight ... and with the amount of stress that i'm facing with my school life , i don't want to have another problem placed on my shoulder . and he said i'm a disrespectful child now . but you know , there are times we , kids , must be the voice and reasoning and all i wanna do was that . there's no point getting at each other when the laptop's screen has already been cracked . unless , they can turn back time , which is totally impossible . but mom decided to head down to bobo's school and tell the teacher we'll so called "buy" this laptop from her because it's already damaged . hmmm .... and we'll pay it by installment , if the teacher agrees to our conditions . and i think i better start working like NOW ! ahas .

and i really wonder what's happening with the PIC projects .. i already emailed them my part and ... i hope everything's ok . because there's a lot of miscommunication today and i know i'm in the wrong for some of the parts .

tests ... hahas . i don't even want to get into this topic . all in all , i'm gonna die for the microsoft excel test tomorrow . heee .

i hope tomorrow's a better day ... cux i'm really losing hope ... OMG ! WTF is wrong with me lahh ...

and to daddy,
i'm sorry. ): i noe i'm a bitch to raise my voice ... but sometimes , you and mom can spark an arguement with the smallest thing . and i don't like that , and i believe bobo and abang don't like that . we've already got so much to get through together as a family , let's not make something so small and magnify it into something that's not worth our anger . i want our family to smile though it's hard to . and bobo just made a small mistake . it's human nature to make mistakes , remember ? if we don't make mistakes , we won't learn and we are not perfect . (:

so , i'm sorry . oh .. there might not be any posts tomorrow if bobo's teacher decides to take this laptop back . and god noes when is the next tyme i'll be able to come online on msn or even update my blog . lols . that's nice ... sarcastic Ayu . hehe .

hmmmm ... i'm done . good night world . (:

The things on my mind...

2009-07-19T03:44:00.001+08:00

'/&that's what friends do best, smile.(:
Mood: i'm lost in my own doubts and feelings.

just had a chat with IFAHgirl on msn , but our topic has left me wondering . earlier today , had a chat with RUBYdarling and it kept me thinking too . i've already poured out some of my worries to MIMI but that's not all of it . that's just a small part of it . the turth is , i don't know who to talk to about this , it's not that i don't trust my darlingTOFUs , but since we are all stressed up about our projects , i rather tell my doubts to someone else . i was thinking of tell BOBO but , i don't think he'll understand . i wanna tell my MOM but my MOM and i seldom have heart to heart talks about love and relationships .

or maybe i'm just too stressed up to think properly now and i'm just getting too emotional . PMS's a bitch , you know ? hmmm ... when i was talking to darlingRUBY , she told me about her doubts about mr. TOFU . and i think i can relate to how she's feeling ... guys , guys , guys ... sometimes , they show you concern and uses words that are not meant to be for you , and maybe that's when we , girls , get the wrong signal and fall without any safety net to break our fall .

wrong signals .

hahas . that seems to be the main topic surrounding me these days . plenty of signals going off everywhere and everyone caught in it are getting confused . I'm one of them . and it makes me feel stupid because i'm getting hopes when there shouldn't be any . or maybe it's just me who seems to be falling in love easily these days . hahas , Ayu Ayu ...

then talking to IFAHgirl and hearing her out makes me realized that my situation with her is here and there almost the same , i guess . though she's more caught in the middle than i am ... she got me thinking when she told me the way she felt was the same way that i'm feeling about mr. Sprite . yeah , i am thinking , what is it that i'm feeling for him anyway ? like ? crush ? love ? affection ? infatuation ? or maybe i just needed someone to pull me away from the disappointment mr. Jerk gave me . OMG ! talking about mr. Jerk ! i hope he dies in there or something ! lolols and MIMI , i hope he loses his you-know-what there ! lols .

MIMI's been listening to my problems and worries these days , darlingVIKKI too . and i am worried , i'm very worried about what would happened if that happens ... because , i seriously feels that the walls have ears all around me ... i don't know ... just that , sometimes , someone might know something even though they look like they don't care . ignorance is their weapon but truth be told , they are much more curious than those you know . and i wanna thank darlingVIKKI and MIMI for listening to me always . (: i know darlingVIKKI , our ride home is always filled with my doubts and concerns and i appreciate you being there making me think positively . and MIMI ! lols . u said in msn that you were the one to help me get over mr. JERK or mr. TINY HOLE as we call him and is now helping me with mr. Sprite eh ? lolols ! okok . (: you did help me eh . thanks eh ! monday we go Joo Koon okay ? we see the ghost town . LOLs !

i think life's pretty messed up for a lot of people around me . love ,friendships , relationships , doubts , trust and family . i guess ... people toss around the words "love" and "like" and "trust" around too much these days without backing it up with actions . yes , the world needs love but why do we say we love each other when we are doing contradicting things behind each other ? maybe it's human nature , people pretend to be humble when they are in a spot , people pretend to smile though they don't feel like it . people cry but they don't feel one bit of sympathy in themselves . people tell lies to others for fame , money , popularity . that's how humans are . peer pressure . some are doing things for the sake of getting accepted to go out with a group of friends . doing things to outdo themselves and forgetting the purity of what friendships should be based on . people shouldn't do things to impress others in order to make friends . that's not called friendship , that's manipulating . friends don't make you do things that you don't want to . in fact , they help you through your darkest times . and i feel sick seeing someone who used to be a good friend becoming like this . to this someone now , school doesn't seem to be important , family too . someone's more concerned of making sure oneself always can be around the people who are just making use of oneself .

but that's all life . it's sometimes the people whom you trust the most that disappoint you . and when that happens , it's much more hurting then getting hurt by those you barely know . and i'm still wandering , why this used-to-be-my-friend , seemed to not see the clearer picture .

i really can't describe the way i'm feeling right now .. my heart's kinda numb from feeling too many feelings i guess . no , i'm not gonna cry . i'm sick of crying and it doesn't solve much of my concerns and worries . i'm worried about my family's well-being ... these few days - in fact , always - money and getting food on the table is hardest for us . though we are glad that we still have a shelter over our heads and a nice warm home to come back to after work or school , food seems to be ... and BOBO is very moody when there's no food and i don't like to see him like that . it pains me and when i'm being the sister can't even buy him a simple meal so he could fill his stomach , makes me feel worse . i wanna be a good sister to him . i wanna be a good friend and i want some reassurance so that i won't get too depressed . i think i get depressed and affected by things or people very easily , that's just the way i am ... i'm scared about a lot of things ... and i'm afraid of going to school . i like going to school because i can see my friends and darlingTOFUs and all ... but i don't know why ... since the opening of this newest term , school is becoming a burden . i wish it was optional to attend school . ): i'm just afraid history would repeat itself at school and i don't want that to happen . i'm freaking tired of everything . i wish i can go for a vacation . getting into an onsen in Japan seems to be a nice thing . (: hmmm ..

i'm tired of responding to love's call . i'm tired of falling and falling and ended up nowhere . i just want to be free to do all i want . (: and i think i should just forget about the way i feel for someone now . because i think , the next time , wherever there is love , i'm running straight the opposite way and get far far away from it . very far away from it .

Roses are red... Violets are... ?

2009-07-18T02:47:00.001+08:00

'/&flowers dance to your smile.
Mood: RESTless.
Craving for: bubblegums~ but i'm chewing on one NOW!
Currently listening to: Love Story by Taylor Swift.

OKAY ! updates updates .

so , i've been MIA-ing from my blog for a week plus now . lovely ! it was HORRIBLE ! but BOBO has finally brought the laptop back for usage ! omgoshhh ~ i love him lah ! lols ! alright ... so , last wednesday , there was no school .. and i went out with darlingRUBY and darlingVIKKI to FEP ! after that , darlingRUBY and i went to find Conrad Hotel because she has to go there . lols . when we were at city hall , my MARAlove called and told me she was at Orchard ! lolols ! aper da ... nak surprise i tak jadi plak ! JENG JENG ! anywae , so MARAlove met darlingRUBY and vice versa . :D ! lolols . den MARAlove's mat came and join us , we sat sat sat and talk and den she left , leaving me and darlingRUBY . :D ! and we , as usual , lepak til late . hmmm ...

no interesting happenings to record ... oh , thursday during SnW , i made a fool of myself by scoring an own goal in CAPTAIN BALL ! LOLs ! it was by accident lahh ~ )): practically the whole class was laughing at me lah ~ omgoshh !!! thanks eh semuer ! lolols .

after school , IFAHgirl and me went to VIVOcity and she bought for me a hairband and YTF ! both of which i LOVE so mmmmmuch ~ lolols . ty eh girl ! ((: eventhough the both of us had to rush home because our gas tank was getting loose ! RUSH HOUR to toilet ! lolols . really ! yupyups ...

so today , skool ended at 11:30am .. lolols ! no ECM . ._." wanted to rush home but decided to accompany darlingVIKKI to AMWAY's warehouse at bukit merah there . lolols ! it was fun ! and the guy who serve us was funny ! we made orders with him ... TWICE ! :D ! lols . Nick ?? was it ? LOLs ! ok , i admit , my radar was on ! den after settling the orders , we went to collect the products at another room . WAAAA ! darlingVIKKI and i set our imagination wild ! ohohos ! darling !!! can imagine him in there rite ?! serving the customers ! omg omg omg omg ! lolols ! i was high , wad to do ! x3 ! lolols . and there was a hot looking "ah beng" too . :D ! ayu struck gold lah sehh ! lols . parted with darlingVIKKI and took 3 buses home . impossible ? LOLs ! when it comes to Ayu , she noes her way around singapore with buses . xD !

came home and say a beautiful white package on the table ! and it's .. the laptop ! lolols ! i love laptop ! :D ! and so i've been home til now . :D ! and it's already going to be 3am now . and yes , i don't like to sleep early kay ! hahas . plans for tmr ? hmmmmm .... not sure , either i'll rot at home , or follow my mom to my aunt's at tampiness or bukit batok , either one . xD !

alright , almost done with this post , but i have one last thing to say .

was those around you ever important to you ? i feel SICK knowing someone got abandoned by you . u let someone went home ALONE while you're ... oh oh .. enjoying something with some people ? and what's worse was that , apparently , belongings means much more to someone's presence now eh ? pathetically , i thought being older means getting wiser and getting the responsibility to take care of others around you , especially , those who are YOUR loved ones ? take one step back and look at where you're at . so contradicting .. so biased . calling me something when you're the one becoming the very thing you called me . hahas .

oh , one last thing , i rather take her in than let you freaking leave her as a sibling .

i'm sorry people , i'm ending this post feeling freaking DISGUSTED ! oh , i'm not shooting this at anyone in particular ... unless YOU'RE reading this and feeling GUILTY CONSCIOUS ! i mean , it's my blog rite ? freedom of speech/write ? lols . your pathetic excuses make me feel reasonably disgusted. (:

ohhh ... MAIYU needs SLEEEEEEEEP sooon ... *zombie eyes*

I'm BACK! finally!

2009-07-17T19:32:00.002+08:00

'/&i need to chill.
Mood: HAPPY!
Currently listening to: I Can't Say Go by Taio Cruz.

ohohos . i will just post to say that i'm back ! lolols . :D ! will update again later cux i'm tired and there's too much to update , i dunno what to update on ! lols . okay , bubuaix ppl ~ :D

Oh, THERE's NO SCHOOL TMR !

2009-07-08T05:07:00.001+08:00

Mood: TOUCHED; i just freaking cried!
Craving for: oh ... sleep.
Currently listening to: Rock My World by Michael Jackson.

~~Today's~~ or shud i say , yesterday's day in school was better than monday's ! lolols . more ppl came for class , HXgirl , ADLINAgirl , DARYL , and INDA came . lolols . i was even happie when SEHAgirl came for class too ! lols . more ppl to talk to yeah ? and what's great is that ms LIM canceled her class and then we managed to make ms HASNAH to cancel her class too ! yay man ! NO SKOOL BABE !

after school we went to city hall to meet darlingREBECCA ! oh goshhhh , i miss her like HEAVEN ! she's still the cute darlingREBECCA i know . ((: hehe . and now , i'm missing darlingJENA and darlingCHARMAINE like hell ! )): meet me lei ... T__T

it's 4:30am now .. i was staying awake to watch the MJ's Memorial Service on Channel 5 . oh , and mom dreamt of MJ yesterday night . omg .. and she actually fell asleep but she woke up about 10minutes before the show began . o.o i guess my mom's a true fan . (:

MJ; 1958-2009.

the memorial service show started at 1:45am , my mom and i was like watching the whole thing . i know my mom cried a few times when the guests spoke about MJ , and i thought i could tahan , well that's what i thought .

towards the ending, when his 2nd child , Paris , said her daddy was the best and she loves him very much with tears in her eyes , omg , i was flooded with tears ! i didn't dare to turn behind me , but i bet my mom was crying too ! i mean , to lose a father at a young age , i bet it's hard . and i'm damn emotional , so i just let my tears fall . after the show ended , mom went straight to the toilet and i pretended to be on the net , went on google and type "whatever" and then when mom's in toilet , i quickly wipe away the tears ! eee .. cannot let her know one ... she'll make fun of me .

but yeah , i am sad about MJ's death , it's sudden and i bet a lot of people will agree with me . it also made me realize that , i need to cherish those around me because , you might never know when they might leave you . in life, you can't take things for granted . and i hope , people would stop criticizing him and let his soul be at peace . i mean , what's with the bad comments i see in some of his vids on youtube and stuffs . it's IRRITATING ! but i believe , MJ was a good man with a caring heart . (: and his songs would definitely inspire the generations to come , cux he is our king of pop right ?

moving on , i think i'm meeting darlingVIKKI and darlingRUBY TODAY at far east plaza ... IF I CAN WAKE UP IN TIME THAT IS ! omgoshhh ... it's 5:05am already ! AHHH ! i better ask vikki to spam miss call or smses .. lolols ! hmm ... and maybe in the evening i'll meet MARAdarling at woodlands after her classes . DAM I MISS HER SIA ! she lahh ... alwaes too busy for a date with me ! lolols . so plans for today are still unclear . lols . alright , i wanna transfer some songs to my handphone and i need REST !

til then , laters humans ! peace . (:

The 325th Post...

2009-07-07T09:34:00.000+08:00

'/&paint your target.

Mood: i don't want to go to school!
Craving for: more sleep!
Currently listening to: Izinkan Ku Pergi by Kaer.

good morning world ! it's 9:17am and skool starts at 11am today . first period is ECM and , oh goshhh ... i wonder if ms LIM's gonna teach or are we going to slack the day away like yesterday .

i hope ADLINAgirl comes to school today cux i miss her blurness and we have a lot to talk about . yeah , i wanna hear more of her story . (:

DADA ! hope u come to school too ! can u believe it ?! yesterday , he could still call me and say:"hey Yuyu , i'm at hougang mrt station but i don't feel like taking the train to school ." THANKS EH ! i wanna hear him sing again ... it's been a MONTH since i last heard his voice okay !

alright , i'll neeeeeeeed to rush now or i'll be late for school , which is a bad bad bad thing , lolols ! maybe i'll take a pic of how small our class would be , if the rest are not here . alright , adios !

and darlingTOFUs , i miss ALL of YOU !

What A "GREAT" monday.

2009-07-06T22:41:00.002+08:00

'/&bubbles are so pretty.(:

Mood: TIRED TIRED!
Craving for: MR. SPRITE and bubbles!):
Currently listening to: Man In The Mirror by Michael Jackson.

2 short para on school.
SCHOOL WAS BORING AS HELL ! there's was nothing to do with the rest of the class still working at fairmont ! omgoshhhh lahh ... luckily MIMI came to skool with me and the two of us were like new students sitting in the canteen on the FIRST day of school in ITE ! WTH EH ! we nono , i tot skool was starting at 12 .. so the two of us reached skool arnd 11:45 and den MIMI decided to call ms DEON and she said class starting at 1 ! OMGOSHHHH ! thank eh !

lols . so while we waited , MIMI was trying to figure out who Mr. Sprite is .. and woah ! he broke SIHAHgirl's and IFAHgirl's record ! he took around 35 minutes PLUS PLUS just to guess ! and he had to get help from SOMEONE who is NOT in our class to figure it out . wth ... okay MIMI , must keep it a secret for me alright ? YOU PROMISED OKAY ! u pao tau me , i pao tau you hor ! and and lastly , i wanna thank MIMI, EZANN and NANI for the story telling sessions during class . lols . CHEER UP ! we got 3 or maybe 4 days before our classmates come back to skool ... LOLS !

right , i found this quiz thingy that was done by my friend on FACEBOOK . i wanted to do it there but i decided i wanna do it here . lolols . so enjoy ! :D ! here it goes .

7 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU.(:
SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. my contacts box with important things inside.
2. wardrobes.
3. my brother's hair WAX!
4. my POOH bear PILLOW.
5. bed!
6. 2 mirrors.
7. NOTES ! school notes . x_x

SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Do You Like Anyone?
- YES. *blush*

2. Does Someone Like You?
- umm ... who would like plain old Ayu ? ):

3. Last Kiss?
- nahh .. my LIPS are still FRESHHHHH ~ (;

4. Been Lead On?
- NNNOPE .

5. Been Cheated On?
- ummm ... by a good friend ? counted ?

6. Want A Relationship?
- yeah ... i wanna try having one . ((: can HE be the one for my first ?

7. Wanna Get Married?
- With the guy who loves me more than i love him , I DO ! :DD !

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. FAMILY!
2. TOFUs!
3. HKrians!
4. my handphoneS.
5. INTERNET, MSN and BLOG!
6. music.
7. mr. Sprite ? eheh ...

SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. Mr. Sprite. *BLUSH*
2. finishing this post. hehe .
3. eating my late dinner . hungry lurhs .
4. what i'm going to do in school tomorrow .. hmmm ....
5. my dream phone ! *drools*.....
6. WHEN CAN I MEET MY TOFUS HUH ?!!!!
7. Mr Sprite ? eheh ...

SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU
1. Believe In God?
- 100% believer ! :D

2. Had A Dream Come True?
- umm .. the one about clubbing , YESSIR !

3. Read The Newspaper?
- recent days , ALWAYS ! to keep mom updateing about MJ . Rest in peace , our FOREVER KING of POP.

4. Get Enough Sleep Everyday?
- err .... i tend to sleep late late though i have nothing to do . o.o

5. Have A Best Friend?
- 5 of them ! and i miss them BADLY !

6. Take A Bath Daily?
- i'm human ! of course , DUHHHs ~

7. Wish upon Stars?
- whenever i take a night walk , YUPs ! it makes me feel .. HAPPY ! :D!

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVERS
1. Fallen In Love?
- twice in ITE . first was REGRETFUL with an egoistic JERK ! second , i dunno how it will turn out ... ):

2. Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex?
- umm .... i don't think so . o.o

3. Hooked Up With Someone Who Had A BF/GF?
- NO ! i would neither touch or flirt with the guy my girlfriend likes ! my rule my rule .

4. Been To A Bonfire?
- ummm ... campfire counted ?

5. Ran Away From Home?
- no , but i love to stay out late before coming back home . :D !

6. Played Strip Poker?
- no , but played once on psp in a game called Brooklyn's High.

7. Pulled An All Nighter?
- in layman's terms , what's that ah ?

SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
1. Cried?
- NO SIR !

2. Had Fun?
- YES ! story telling session in school with MIMI , EZANN and NANI .

3. Been Kissed?
NOPE . fresh lips , remember ?

4. Felt Stupid?
- no ... but i do embarrass myself often . x3!

5. Talked To An Ex?
- i haven even have one relationship lahhh !

6. Missed Someone?
YES ! MISSING SOMEONE TERRIBLY FROM THE STARTING OF THE HOLIDAYS !

7. Listened To Music?
i usually like to listen to music everywhere i go , on the bus , in the train , in the bathroom and when i'm sleeping . :D

RED : ANGER
1. Are You Currently Mad At Someone?
- Umm ... no, still disappointed with Mr. JERK !

2. Which Of Your family Members Has The Worst temper?
BOBO ! he gets moodie when there's no foodie !

3. Have You Ever Thrown Something At Anyone?
- i remember throwing something at bobo when we were fighting at a young age . and he threw my CREATIVE ZEN on the floor to spike me back ! AHAHAS !

4. Does Your Face Turn Red When You’re Angry?
- no , i don't turn red . xD !

5. When You’re Mad Do You Prefer To Stare Angrily Or To...?
- i usually keep quiet when i'm angry ......... and walk away .

ORANGE : EXCITEMENT
1. Has Anyone Ever Thrown A Surprise Party For You?
- OH YES ! on my 18th birthday ... darlingTOFUs did a GREAT party for me . and it was topped with a dress as a present !

2. Are You Easily Excited?
- HELL YEAH ! everything can turn me on !

3. What Event Is Coming Up That You Are Looking Forward To?
my NDP mass dance with Aini and Hazlan . :D !

4. If You Won A Million Dollars, What Will Be Your First Thought?
- GREAT ! finally can get my dream phone and laptop lahh sehh !

5. What Would Make You The Happiest Right Now?
- for time to pass faster so i can see my TOFUs and mr. Sprite again ! :D

YELLOW : SELF DISCOVERY
1. Name:
- Nurhidayu Bte Ahmad.
2. Birthday:
- 24th/April/1991.
3. What’s Your Main Goal In Life?
- i want to get a good job so i can take care of my family . (:
4. Do You Want To Have Children?
- YES ! i want 3 or 4 !
5. How Do You Want To Die?
- With the one i love most ? lolols !

BLUE : SADNESS
1. When Is The Last Time You Cried?
- ummm ... i don't remember when , but it has to do with Mr. JERK !

2. What Is The Saddest Thing That Is Happening Right Now?
- watching the documentary "Dying To Sleep" on Okto .. i pity the people affected by the disease .

3. Do You Usually Cry/Get Depressed When Something Doesn’t Happen Your Way?
- yeah, but most cases , i just sulk . xD !

4. Has Anyone Made You Cry In The Last 24 Hours?
- last 24 hours ... nope . no one . happy happy .

5. When You Are Sad, What Do You Do?
- i'll cry ! even though i'm in public . X:

PINK : LOVE
1. Do You Have A Crush On One Of Your Friends?
- yes , and i won't elaborate more for now . bleahs ~

2. Do You Believe At Love At First Sight?
- no , i don't really fall for a guy the moment i see him , it takes a while for the effect to get me , sometymes longer .

3. When You See Your Crush, Do You Act Differently Around Him/Her?
- ask my TOFUs , i will perspire and go on overdrive with my heart going at 1000beats per min and butterflies in my stomach !

4. Do You Have A Girlfriend/Boyfriend?
- NNNNOPE , single and available . *hint hint* LOLS !

5. Do You Believe Everyone Has A Soulmate?
- i believe God has paired up us with someone ! just that you'll meet them soon or later ! ((:

-end-

GOOD NIGHT WORLD ! time for my late dinner . wahahas !

I want to stay at home, can?

2009-07-06T09:53:00.003+08:00

'/&the green light shows it's time for school.

Mood: sleepy as SIAO!
Craving for: KFC's a.m. porridge.):
Currently listening to: Got My Eyes On You by Jay Sean.

hello world it's 9:45 am and i need to be in skool by 12 . omg .... i'm like sooo tired can ? i slept at 3:30 last night ! ahhhh ~ what am i thinking , i didn't even wake up to my alarm that i set at 8 ! ohohos . mom had to wake me up ... sooooo embarassing ... currently chatting with MARAdarling, she's in school again finally ! which is a good thing ! here quarantine time has finally come to an end ! heheh ... amacam babe ? gerek kaper !

seriously , i dunno whether today's lessons starts at 11 or at 12 ... i don't know whether there's actually assembly or not .. oh well .... i already told mimi it starts at 12 so i'm coming at 12 . hahas . i wonder who would come school today sehh .. it's not like mr.Sprite going to come skool today . i wonder when he'll come to school....

anyway , i can't make myself lazy ! i need to take a shower soon . hehee .. alright , i'm off . see you later humans .(:

It's A NEW SKIN! hurray!

2009-07-06T03:00:00.001+08:00

'/&i told you OPPOSITES attract.

Mood: pretty sleepy but ain't going to sleep YET!
Craving for: hmmmm....
Currently listening to: The Great Escape by Boys Like Girls.

hello ! and welcome to my new blogskin ! ahahahas ! it's finally the last day of the holidays , and i'm going to have to take 963 to skool again starting 8 hours from now ! lolols ! how cool is that ? some of my classmates are still working there so , i wish them the best of luck for the last days of work ! hang on there darlings, it'll be worth it ! ((:

had dinner with darlingVIKKI and darlingRUBY as planned . meeting time was at 5:30pm but we gathered at the control station around 6plus . :D ! hahas . darlingVIKKI couldn't recognizes me when she saw me .. and she says i don't look malay . ._." POWER RANGERS !!!! anyway , we had dinner at mac-d and den walk around VIVOcity alil before we lepak somewhere near the sky park .. i dunno where the place is actually .. OHOHOS !

only reach home about 10:30plus just now ! and took a shower and stuffs den headed online on msn and den i decided i wanted to change my blogskin . LOLs ! implusive me . i hope u like my new skinnie toooooo ~ :D ! cux i find it simply ME ! ahahas . nah , i got tired of the pinkness of my old blogskin . xD !

okay , i'm ending this here , maybe i wanna try find some dumb quizes on facebook . hey ! some are fun okay ! lolols .

oh ... lookie , since when was i the better one in english ? come on , don't pretend it . i know you know that in this world , once you do one tiny mistake , your "friends" will leave you cold . lols . one line, quote from michael&janet jackson's SCREAM: "Stop fucking with me, you make me wanna scream." (:

adios humans ! life is beautiful , live it without facade, trust me , you'll enjoy it . *wink*

Mr Happy, where are you?

2009-07-05T14:26:00.002+08:00

'/&i want to be close to you again.

Mood: BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
Craving for: The time to strike 4:30 so that i can meet up with darlingVIKKI and darlingRUBY.
Currently listening to: Down by Jay Sean fear lil Wayne.

i am so bored now , i really dont know wad to do now lah sehh .. i'm just cant wait to go out with 2/5 of my TOFUs later on . hahas . at vivo , classic location eh ? lolols .

tmr's the first day of school and boy oh boy , i "CAN'T" wait to take my temperature outside the admin office babe ! cool eh ! ahahas .

orites , it's finally going to be 3 in half an hour ~ ahahas . i wanna go mandi/shower soon ah .. meeting them soon ! hehe ! i can't wait lah seh ! okay byebye ! will update soon eh .

and AINIgirl, u are SOOOOO linked ! :D!

Maiyu still wants some ice cream... )x

I miss him much that i'm going mad...

2009-07-05T01:52:00.002+08:00

Mood: er ... i dunno for now.
Craving for: OUTINGS !! Caps that triple times ! i'm desperate for it !
Currently listening to: marble-s by LM.C

so ... i have rebond my hair ! HEHEEEEE ! and omg , i am very nervous about meeting darlingVIKKI and darlingRUBY ! i wonder wad they would think about my hair ! hmmmmmmm ...

OH WELL ! what to do ~ i've already cut it and i'm happy about it ! lols ... if i dun like it , i will bear with it for the next few months n grow it back ! ahahas !

but i like my new hair . :D i think its okay .

okay , i think this is all , i'm kinda lazy to update actually . LOLs ! alright , til next time ! mmmuahs !

Maiyu wants: him and his beautiful soul. :D!

Changes...

2009-07-04T12:16:00.001+08:00

Mood: excited GILER!
Craving for: outings; badly!
Currently listening to: I Want You Back - covered by Son of Dork

so , next hairstyle will be .... ? hahas ! ADLINAgirl will see it tonight , if she's on msn ! cux i promised her i'll send her a pic ASAP when i reach home .

darlingRUBY and darlingVIKKI will be the firsts to see it if the three of us are meeting up tomorrow evening ! lolols ! please don't laugh okay ? cux i'm scared this hairstyle won't work ! lols . but like ADLINAgirl said: "hair can grow back again!" so it's experiment time ! lolols !

for once, why don't you stop being who you THINK you are and pretend to be who you REALLY are? your facade is off the scales and i'm afraid you lost the very reason to be yourself. stop existing for others and doing things to make others accept you for what you did. for once, start living your own life and make good friends who love you for who you are. i don't have anything against anyone, just wanna say, once you be yourself, you love yourself more and find true friends who will be there for you, 24/7 and be there for every time you laugh and every tear you shed.

so bottomline; I MISS TOFUs, HK-rians.):

Maiyu prays: time will pass faster so that i can meet them again!

Tomorrow's THE day !

2009-07-03T23:26:00.002+08:00

/&i miss them like crazy now.(: meet ups soon okay?

Mood: HAPPY!
Craving for: HIM and his beautiful soul.(;
Currently listening to: Hush Hush Hush Hush by the Pussycat Dolls.

tomorrow , i'm gonna rebond my hair ! den maybe meet up with darlingVIKKI if i managed to squeeze the time ... hmmm .... i'm taking ADLINAgirl's advice on how to cut my hair ... lols ! ngok eh girl ! tomorrow macam maner my hair will be . dun warri , i will send u my photo plak ! lols !

and ADLINAgirl looks cute with her new hairstyle ah babe ! she looks so diff ! i tot it was my old fwen Sha ! lolols !

okay , thats all ! i shall go and transfer songs to my handphone . lolols ! soo many songs so little time . haix ! okay , bye bye !

Best Days Of My Life...

2009-07-03T03:21:00.000+08:00

'/&i'm praying for your safety.

Mood: Reminiscing.(:
Craving for: KFC's a.m. Porridge!
Currently listening to: Days by LM.C

okay , it's finally July 3rd and the month of June has left us ! very fast eh ? i didn't go for my morning jog today because mom had plans in the evening and she was tired . well , i was tired too . (: so had to skip .. basically , i slacked the whole day away today . i didn't go out because i felt lazy . X: hehee ! there goes my secret . but however , tmr's morning jog with one is comfirmed ! and i still haven go to bed . lols ! bummer . xD !

so , i'll upload some of the happenings that happened during the past month . i forgot wad the date that darlingTOFUs and i went to the Peranakan Museum but it was near the holidays so i take it to be a part of June. lols . some other events are like ... the HPO bonding day and my family trip to Sentosa . :D ! and of course the choir performance for the graduation ceremony at UCC . xD ! so , i'll talk less now and start showing you pics ! here we go ~!

'/& Peranakan Museum Visit with TOFUs.

'/& that's me, calling my love.(;

'/&look at how crazy darlingJENA is.

'/&cool eh? :D

'/&my dinner with my in laws. KIDDING!

'/&us together.

/&who said you cant find true fwens in ITE?

'/&don't my pose looks familiar to you, TOFUs ? X:

Next.
'/& HPO seniors/juniors Boding Day On 10th June;Wednesday.

'/&darlings charmaine, rebecca, jena, daryl and me.(:

'/&come on, pick a pair and buy yourself 4d! get lucky! xD!

'/&HK-rians'09

'/&prettiest guy in class bert and me! Daryl's looking at us like ... "wth?!"

'/&the Dog and Bone players of HK. :D

'/& yes , the new season of "The Bacholer" starring Mansur. :D LoLs!

'/&getting ready for mass dance? ahas !

'/&darlingVIKKI got preoccupied. ._."

'/&juniors and seniors. LOVED!

'/&on this day , my pink fan went missing, last seen with this girl! AHAS !
Sms me if you have any information regarding it. xD!

Then.
Choir Performance for Graduation Ceremony on 16th June 09 @ UCC.

'/&my girls and i.(:

'/&i love them mmmmuch!

'/&graduating already?

'/&TOFUs , since april last year.(: and still going strong!

Next.
'/&Family Day @ Sentosa on 14th June 09.

'/&introducing Hari, my small yet talkative cuzzie!

'/&Shamin, my cuzzie too. :D!

'/&Suhaili, cuzzie again! :D

'/&the boys, taking a dip. x)

'/&they took the lorry while myn took the bus!

'/&Hari can't wait to hit the waters!

'/&those innocent days.

'/&brother burying cuzzie in sand.

'/&he was thristy for seawater. o.o KIDDING!

'/&our family future sand sculpture master.

'/&good food with good company.(:

Last Stop.
'/& TOFUs' Great Escape!

'/&darlingREBECCA taking it easy while i'm messaging.

'/&second day's lunch at PASTAMANIA! whooo~

'/&the girls i can't live without.((:

end ! its getting very late and i need my energy for tomorrow's jog ... so yes .. i only got less than 3 hours of sleep to do it ! oh my oh my ... HAHAS ! ok , hope u enjoy the pics .

i'm off HUMANS ! :D!

Maiyu still prays...

Unable to SLEEP...

2009-07-02T05:34:00.000+08:00

Mood: SLEEPLESS..

my mood says it all ... it currently 4:30am right now on a lovely Thursday morning but i can't seemed to be able to fall asleep . i dunno but i'm feeling rather restless ... as if i forgot to do something before i go to sleep ... it could be because i couldn't sms .. but i already sent out the messages that i wanted to the moment i found out the service is online again . so , i dunno what the hell has gotten into me and make me feel so restless .. AAAAHHHS !

i sooo need today's morning jog ... my mind's keep thinking about something but for some reasons , i dont know what the hell am i thinking about .

okay , let's have a short questionaire. GO!

Q: let's start with something simple. What's your favourite colour ?
Maiyu: Pink, Baby Pink , Blue .(:

Q: what time is it now ?
Maiyu: 5:16am ... i was reading my previous posts ... it sounds so weird to be reading the ones that is related to bandung aka mr jerk ! lolols .

Q: oh .. speaking of mr jerk, how's that heart holding out on the true colours of him ?
Maiyu: 1% sad , 99% disappointed . all my good impressions of him went down the drain ... or the toilet .. wadever . such a facade guy . and thank god , i'm done liking him . ((:

Q: so , no longer thinking about him ?
Maiyu: NNNNNOPE .

Q: so strike out mr. Bandung-
Maiyu: mr. JERK lahh !
Q: ok , mr Jerk . so , tell me about mr. Sprite .
Maiyu: mr. Sprite is not a topic i wanna talk about .

Q: oh come on , spill it out girl . what's the difference between the way you felt for bandung and sprite ?
Maiyu: one's carbonated drink and the other is rose syrup and condensed milk, if i remember correctly . i like to drink sprite when i'm VERY thristy and i drink bandung for sweetness rush . :D!

Q: seriously. *angry face*
Maiyu: *sigh* ... damnit .. when i liked bandung , just thinking about his name or seeing him makes my heart go on high alert . it's like BOOM ! however for sprite ... the feelings comes gradually .. ahh ... cant explain ... NEXT !

Q: one word to discribe mr. Sprite.
Maiyu: ............................ :D ? does that count ?

Q: what do you wanna do most now ?
Maiyu: meet up with my darlingTOFUs , cant u see i'm deprived of outings ?! *roars!!!*

Q: 3 most important things/ppl to you .
Maiyu: HANDPHONE; HK-rians; Family. + bobo's teacher's laptop ? hey ! thanks to her i can blog you noe ! :D

Q: ==" last question, if you could tell mr. Sprite anything now , what would you tell him ?
Maiyu: GOOD NIGHT ! cux i need rest ! see you . :D !

*end*

There's Always Hope When You Believe(:

2009-07-02T00:31:00.001+08:00

Mood: A-okay; worried.
Craving for: something sweet.
Currently listening to: You Are Not Alone by Michael Jackson.

Today i went swimming with my two cutest cuzzies , Hari and Sulaili , my aunt and my mom .. we went to the usual place ... bukit batok ... the hill clubhouse there .. trust me , i don't remember the name of that place for ages now . LOLS !

swimming makes me feel goooood , always . but today , when i see those three bitches laughing at me , probably making fun of me and my fats , i got alil irritated that i forgot the main point of me wanting to swim - to relax . sorry sweethearts , for your info , i do understand wad you were laughing about okay ?

so , all in all , today's swimming session is not really loved by me . got back home about 8 plus ... hehe .. and M1 prepaid holders are having trouble because we cant send out messages are calls ... which is really frustrating cux i couldnt reply darlingRUBY or darlingVIKKI .. sorry girls . )): i will message them both ASAP once this freaking service can get it's ass moving again .

oh ! i just tried sms-ing and the message could be send ! THANK GOD ! okay .. back to where we were ..

tmr .. i wanna meet darlingMARA .. but i dunno whether she can make it or not .. hmmm ... i guess i will sms her tomorrow .. see wad her plans are .. friday ... i have no plans ... morning jog is a MUST ! oh .. tomorrow oso .. morning jog .. jog jog jog ~ sat and sun too . saturday will be the day i rebond my hair i guess .. and i'm still hoping that ms deon would allow all of us to start school on friday , together with the rest of the class who are now currently working at Fairmont . there's only 5-6 of us left in class and i wonder wad the hell will we be doing ... i'm sure the lecturers wont teach because it's going to leave the rest of the classmates behind .. hmmm .... i dunno lahh .

if monday i have to go to skool , den so be it . i'll just bring along a story book and my psp or something and rot the day away . lols .

alright , i need to do some majorly changes to alot of things regarding to my email , msn , facebook and stuffs ! so , i need time to do that . and my abang wans the laptop later on too so , i mux do things chop chop ! :D !

alrights , later humans !

03 more days to school(?).

'/&

Maiyu prays:"i want to see you soon."
he's somewhere far away, but i'm here to stay.

I'm Missing Someone I Shouldn't...

2009-06-30T11:40:00.000+08:00

Mood: tired...
Craving for: mr. Sprite.(:
Currently listening to: You Are Not Alone by Michael Jakson

hello world ! i am back again because i just finished my morning jog with mom and my aunt ... yes , i'm at my aunt's again now surfing the net and chatting to my darlingMARA on msn . ((: i miss you girl ehh ... nak date date tak dapat . haiix !

ok bye ! i'm in a rush ! mmmuahs !

see you later humans ! ((:

It's A Gloomy Monday...

2009-06-29T18:25:00.002+08:00

Mood: Missing HIM.(;
Craving for: good lovin' and some good fooooooood.
Currently listening to: Meet You There by Busted.

Alright , it's been almost a week and here i am updating my blog again . hmmm ... what have been happening ...

NOTHING MUCH ..

i'm not working at Swissotel because , i'm in a very bad position to work ... and i'm afraid i can't commit ... i have problems at home that is never ever going to get solved . but i know my friends are having fun working there ! darlingTOFUs, and of course, the rest of my classmates, JIA YOU! :D

school is reopening soon too ... and for those who are not working ... we must attend skool on MONDAY ?! 5 of us ? ahahas ! having a chat with Hui Yuan .. we're talking about throwing a "PROTEST" ! lolols ! are we supposed to sit in class and stare at each other the whole 4 days when the rest of the class are still working ?! omgoshhhhh ~

i've been having my morning jogs these past few days .. and it feels great ! it keeps my mind clear when the morning air hits me ! lols . and i've been thinking about mr. Sprite A LOT ! more and more each day , if i must admit . and just this morning , i had a terrible dream of him ! well .. he didn't appear but the rest of the cast was there ! ;D darlingTOFUs , u gals were in the dream too ! ^^ ahas !

i wonder how things will turn out now that i'm in my last stretch of journey in ITE . i'll definitely miss these crazy ppl i meet in my time here and god knows i miss them sooooooooo much now ! all of them ! ((: ahas !

alright , i need to get going home now . it's getting late and mom's alone at home . i wanna be a good girl and be home early and accompany her . ^^ hey , having morning jogs with her makes me closer . and i love you mom . :D ! god noes i love you , though i tend to throw tantrums sometimes . heeeeee . xD ! u noe me , cheeky and naughty . :X !

and i hope things would go well for the next term .

06 more days to school.

'&

Maiyu whispers: Sweetheart, i wanna go on a trip.
And make out with you at the top of Tokyo Tower or Mt. Fuji;Mr Sprite!(:

I'm going swimming! YAYS!

2009-06-24T12:16:00.000+08:00

Here i am , posting once again . it's gonna be another short post . lolols . so , erms ... where do i start ... hmmm ...

so , at the starting of the holidays , we had our performance at the ite graduation ceremony ... lols . it was loved ... on the first monday of our holidays was the last practice and after that , i accompanied SIHAHgirl and IFAHgirl to Far East Plaza and we had our late lunch/early dinner there . MY GOD ! do you noe how hungry we were ? lolols ! we couldnt eat during practice because , firstly , our skool canteen is closed and secondly , there was no freaking shops near UCC ! :D ! lovely , i think i lost a few kgs ... LOLOLS !

tuesdae was our performance and yes it was nice ! after that we went to watch songs of the sea with REBECCAdarling, IFAHgirl and SIHAHgirl ... lolols . nice nice .

den , we had our TOFUs Great Escape .. and it was loved ! i WILL elaborate more on this if i have the chance too .. oh , do check darlingRUBY's multiply for photos .. i think there will be some ... i think . xD ! heheeee !

ok , i need to get going now , i'm going SWIMMING babe ! lolols . again , can you believe it ! if i dont lose weight , i dunno what will ! lolols ! anywaes , i MISS Mr. Sprite ! lolols . X: my lil secret ! :D

and yes , lil miss cupid , your aiming is good and yes , i like him alot ... but , don't you think your timing's alil off . why now ? ): bleahhhs ! i can't believe it lahh sehh ... haiyooo !! darlingTOFUs!! help me lei ... )): i can't wait to see all of you uhhs ... this thing and everything is driving me up the wall .. URGHS !! ok ... what the hell ... look at the skies ... its sooooo black .. dun rain lei .. ): i need to work off my fats ! i'm slacking too much these daes ... LOLS !

oh oh oh ~ and i'm gonna rebond my hair ! hopefully , when skool reopens ! lolols . and i have an idea on how i want my hair to be but i dunno whether it will work on me ... hmmm .... HAHAS ! i'm planning on giving my girls a SURPRISE ! i kinda HATE my hair now .. because the rebond-ness of my hair has gone HAYWIRED ! thanks to my itchy butt for wanting to cut my hair short ... nono , dont take it wrong , i like it short .. just that i didnt expect it to get haywired . lolols ! so so so .... i will be updating again soon ... because i need to come to my aunt's house again soon to submit resume soon to ms deon .. just saw the email and i thought i was the only one who's lagging behind ... LOLOLS ! JENAdarling , SEND UR RESUME WITH ME !! lololols . and some also haven send .. lols . all in the same boat , i guess ... HEHEEE !

aahh ... school opens and i will have to have dance practices every Friday for national day mass dance in skool ... hohos .. =.=" wth lahs ~ i'll go polish my dancing shoes now .. LOLS ! alright humans ! i'm OFF ~

HELLO NEW LOVE!

2009-06-19T18:08:00.000+08:00

Going out with darlingTOFUs ! hahahas ! ok bye . ((:

hehee ! take care . :D!

My Fall From Grace.

2009-06-09T14:30:00.001+08:00

Today, on the 6nd of June, Maiyu fell from her chair in pot room !! hahahas . and its like so embarassing !!! and i can add one more "beautiful" memory in my memoirs from ite . (:

lols , now i have a craving for Yong Tau Foo !!!! and Atiqah has the same craving toooooo ~ lols . ok thats it . :D !

be happy i had the chance to update ok ! byebye !

oh , and i fell thanks to MIMI, DADA and JENAdarling ! thanks !

Love; Like; Luck.

2009-05-15T13:15:00.000+08:00

Location: IN Class; POT room.
Mood: Tummyache.

LOLs !! yes , here's a short update . i am going crazy and i hope life would give me happiness ! hahahahas !!!

and please do not read my blog anymore if u think i'm too vulgur for your liking . LOLOLS ! i am happie with myself so dont try to change that . i mean ... you have no rite to say i'm a vulgur being , IF you ARE referring to me . hohos !

let's see how long you can survive ok ? i'm DYING to see you die ! lolols !!!

and i'm dying slowly tooo ! today got choir ! bye bye !

BECAUSE OF THIS FREAKING HEART.

2009-05-04T02:13:00.000+08:00

Mood: utterly LOW. freaking DEPRESSED.
Craving for: some ❤?
Currently listening to: Moving Mountains by Usher.

Firstly , i enjoyed thoroughly my outing with TOFUs ... hey, EVERY TYME i'm with them , its HELL ! hahas ! we went bugis den went down to esplande . hahas ! i wanted to go home from 6 to 7 to 8:30 and guess wad ? i only managed to get on the bus 75 at 9:10 ! hahas ! procrastinating , my speciality ?

my eyes are extremely red now and i think it's the contacts .. i think right .. i sooooo desprately need to change my CONTACTS brand ... bleahs ! and i still have like 2 pairs left . oh my oh my ~ and with my freaking red eyes , guess who decided to drop by too ? MY FEVER ! awesome man ! i mean , wads next ? my period ? aaargghhh ! this world's a ~~BITCH~~ if you know what i'm saying !

and today's the last day i get my hands on the laptop , and the internet's working GREAT ! i mean, WHY CAN'T THE INTERNET BE NICE TO ME BEFORE TODAY ?!!

my brain's decomposing i think , been thinking alil too much .. and it sucks to feel this wae ! HATE THIS HATE THIS !!

i'm a freak of nature for getting myself in this mess and what's worse , i don't seemed to be able to get out of it .

the world should just ...

FUCK love and love LUST !

i am soooo freaking tired right now and i just can't fall asleep ... and it's all because of this beautiful lil thing called .. yes , LOVE !

AND CB ! just now ... -sorry, i just remembered about this ...- i mean .. i noe i'm a BIG size girl ah ... THERE WERE SOOOOO MANY , PLENTY of EMPTY SEATS , bitch , why the fuck did u sit beside me ?! and u noe how she sit or not ! she like .. THROW herself to the seat beside me lahhh ! tamtrum kaper sak ! i noe ure dam skinny , bitch, but sitting beside me doesnt make u anymore sexier ! fuck you ! den when i want to alight eh ... konon dier BANYAK nyer BAIK/considerate eh ... waaaa ! FUCK YOU CB ! she turn her WHOLE skinny piece of pole to the side , thinking i wont be able to pass through her .. hello bitch ! u are soo pole-wide , if i were to langgar u abit eh ... YOUR WHOLE BODY will become my breakfast pancakes lah seh ok ! da la perfume macam bau sial & siol ! HANDPHONE BUDGET ! mp3 konek ! each tyme ader sms , kuar hp dari bag , each tyme ader sms , kuar hp dari bag . JUST HOLD IN UR FREAKING HANDS lahh ! susah ke ! you don't even have the face of a model , u look more like the aunty near my block selling LOR MEE ! fuck you bitch ! i bet u just got dumped by your boyfwen . AHAHAS !

ok , i noe there's more or less malay sentences in there , sorry to those who can't understand .. eheh .. i feel much better now .

i'm freaking stressed up .. about a lot of things , unexpected things .. about how the hell am i supposed to survive when i don't have a lifesaver with me ... i wanna go back to the times when all i can think about is POKEMONs , DIGIMONs , those innocent times when loving someone is not on your mind .. just .. study , play , study , family . where did all those fun tymes go man ?!

i didnt even noticed that i've changed so much ... from a simple girl who's afraid of talking in class in primary skool , to a somewhat ok person in sec skool .... and in ITE ? i think i've become ... A too loud girl .. too emotionally attached to the things that are not important .. wasting bodily fuileds on things that i'm noe i shouldnt be ... what's the freaking wrong with me !!!!!! i'm feeling so down on a sunday night ! and it's 2am when i'm typing this blardy line ...

humpf ...

since it's my last day on the lappie , i'll make sure i'll give a memorable post before the next tyme i update my blog . HEHEEE !

i think , logic and emotions are two very complex things that we , humans , have no control over it .. though , ur mind is thiking of something , ur heart is thinking of the opposite ... and trust me , your heart will ALWAYS win your mind .. no one can deny that ... humpf ... i'm done , i saw supernatural on channel 5 and i am sooooo going to watch it now .. hey ! the heros are SUPER HOT ok ! ok bye bye !

i just want him to disappear,
go away from me.
because you know how much indecisive my heart is.
the more of you i see,
the more of you i need.

hopes are useless.
they give you happiness temporarily.

so basically, FUCK YOU!

Because HE's one in a million...

2009-05-03T10:14:00.002+08:00

Mood: sick no more! ... i think! :D!
Craving for: STARBUCKS or COFFEE BEAN! ))):
Currently listening to: Just My Luck by McFly.

Friday
i'm back !! i'm gonna make a quickie update before i go out today . lols . so , Friday i went out with darlingRUBY and we went to Far East to have our late lunch at Sakura ! :D i tried the mee goreng there for the first tyme and it's no wonder my girls like it soooo much ! from there , we walk arnd .. watch abit of the bands that we playing for the ... i forgot the wads its called ... it's held every first friday of the month , i think ! it was nice .

later on , we went to MS and met up with daringJENA and we accompanied her for her dinner . we wanted to buy gummies to bring to Esplande but Mini Toons got closed down ! )): tough luck .. hahas . so we just made our wae to Esplande ... hang out with them is SOOOOO fun ! enjoyed enjoyed ! hahas . we took some pics but i'm lazy to put it in blog now ... anywaes , i don't have much tyme left . HAHAS ! alright ! so yes , will do so when i have tyme , yeah ?

next !

Saturday

WHEEE ! watched X-men Origins: Wolverine with my family ! hahas ! well ... we went to SENTOSA and i went there just to slp in the tent ! i mean AHHH !!! i didnt even touch the sea ! )): my fever went up when i got on the island .. which is soooooo sad uhs ! haix ... so , because of me , my family had to cut short our dae at the beach and we den make our way to VIVOcity to watch X-MEN ~ hahas . i like it . it was okay i guess . :D the fighting scenes are loved ~! but for my mom .. she has a thing for Hugh Jackman.... LOLS ! simply put , u can call my mom a BIG fan of him .. besides Shah Ruhk Khan . lols . well , Hugh was HOT lahh .. his body ... tsk3 ... macam FITNESS !!! haahas !

we den had Starbucks and we take away western food from Seah Im FoodCourt . LOVED ! i took afew pics but most of them are in my ABANG's handphone .. this , i will upload when i have the chance ! muahahas !

Today

will be going to bugis with TOFUs .. HAHAHAS ! so yes ! and i have an hour to get ready and leave the house .. so , CIAO ! <3 ! update tonight ! ^^

ps: i'm still thinking about him... HAIX!

I'm so SICK!

2009-05-02T22:45:00.002+08:00

i'm too sick to post today !! will update tomorrow ! see ya ~

Your memories are still playing in my mind ... and i dunno how to stop them from repeating. What makes you so special that you're unforgettable ?

IT's not supposed to be this way ! )):

One more OUTING!

2009-05-02T09:48:00.001+08:00

Mood: FREAKING excited and tired! :O!
Craving for: something from... Mini Toons ? hahahas !
Currently listening to: Ticket Outta Loserville by Son of Dork.

yes ! yesterdae was Far East Plaza, and Marina Square and Esplande. TODAY will be heading down to VIVOcity and Sentosa with MY family ! and tomorrow, Bugis date with TOFUs ! and monday is a schooling day ! omgosh !~ so yes ,

who says i'm not busy ? hmm ?

ohh .. i'm tired and i wanna sleep . hahahahas ! i have committee work too okay ?

peace!

Happy Labour Day? xD!

2009-05-01T12:27:00.000+08:00

Mood: NAUGHTY & CHEEKY!
Craving for: something sweeeeeet....
Currently listening to: The Great Escape by Boys Like Girls.

It's a beauiful 1st of May ! and i'm going to have a date with my darlingRUBY ! hahas . Far East Plaza and Esplande , watch out ! here comes the DIVAs ! xDD !

ohhh .. tmr going sentosa with family and sunday is PROJECTS@Bugis ! LOVED!

ciao ! will update when i get home ~ hahas .

Because YTF is LOVE!!!![:

2009-04-30T19:29:00.000+08:00

Mood: HAPPY&HAPPY&HAPPY[[:
Craving for: YTF no more!~ :D now i crave for COFFEE hehee~
Currently listening to: Hate This Part Right Here by Pussycat Dolls.

Today ended class at 2 ! SnW was canceled yesterday so yes, we were free early ! however , that doesnt spell FUN for me because as i said yesterday , i lost my EZLINK ! so my mom decided it was a good time to do my ezlink . LOLs ! it costs me 18$ !!! AAHHH !! my money ~ )): but its ok ! because i'll need it for the weekends as i'm going to go out ALOT ! lols .

so met MOMMY at CCK's LOT 1 at 3:15pm ~ lols . i took 188 from skool so yeah ~ lols . we then took a pic of me and went down to the Consession booth to get my EZLINK card done .. lols ! had to wait for about .. 15-20mins plus ? not bad if you think about it . xD ! hahahahas . and my face is like sooooo classic uhhs !

after that , MOMMY and i took a train to ... WOODLANDS ! lols ! finally , my dream of eating YTF was fulfilled ! lolols . and i ENJOYED every bit of it that i ate ! lololols . AND GUESS WHO I SAW ! SUFIAN ! he shocked me when he called ... "~~BANDUNG~~!!" from behind ! ahahas ! thanks arh SELENGER ! xD ! psst... luckily my mom didnt hear . she was busy buying fruits and drinks ! it was loved ! and we walk around the PASAR MALAM there to find dinner for BOBOgemok ! lolols !

then we took the bus home ... as usual , 963 ! :D hahaas . it was a nice day to spent with MOMMY going around .. there wasnt much shopping , more of finding things that are important things like my ezlink card and dinner !

tomorrow's a holiday and i'm looking for a date ! LOLs !! i nid to buy new FLATS ! ohohos . and i wanna catch a movie , preferably XMAN ORIGINS: Wolverine ! or wadever's nice ... but i still wanna watch XMAN . X:

ALRIGHT ! done ! i'll find something to update later at night . ;)

til later ! bwahahas !

School; School; Schooling...

2009-04-29T19:50:00.001+08:00

Mood: EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!
Craving for: YTF !!!!!!!~ When will i get to eat sehhh ~ )):
Currently listening to: Jai Ho by Pussycat Dolls and AR Rahman.

School ended at 4pm today .. and guess what ?! i lost my damn freaking EZ LINK card ! omg ~ this is the first tyme in all my life to lose something so valuable ! what am i doing sehh ... was almost late for class cux i was trying to find it lurhh .... i swear i've put it in my bag because i change bag today ... but i dunno where the hell it went by the time i reached the bus stop just under my blok ! urghhh ... so not cool lahh ...

anywaes ! i'm pretty excited about lotsa things ! firstly , of course , TOFUs and i have a date to BUGIS this sunday !~ wahahas ! i cant wait for that .. and darlingRUBY and i just made a list of what we wanna accomplish with the TOFUs before we ... well ... go for attachments ! ^^ so of them include ... Fish Spa ... Facial@Ruby's ... Pedi&Medicure@Ruby's ... movie dates ... and of course , the one i cant wait for is ... TOFUs' Chalet ! oh my oh my ~ the six of us , under one roof ?! this will be madness ! lololols . putting that aside ... i have lotsa other stuffs to do too !

for example ...
- Choir practice for the Graduation Ceremony;
- NDP motivators Auditions;
- NDP Dance Crew Practice;
- and being the Treasurer of the HPO Recreational and Bonding Committee.

== the Dance Crew thingy was on impluse ! and i'm going with AINI and Hazlan ! shud be ok . :))) heheee . other than that , projects are pilling up ! ohohos . and i nid to complete my individual project by next week ! heheee .

and today wasn't a good day because he appeared again ... and that's a bad sign ... how am i supposed to get over when he keeps coming back into my mind ... or heart ?

okay , thats all ... MIGHT update more later at night .. hehee .. i'm done for now . ja ~

Well Then, Have Fun... LMAO!

2009-04-29T10:23:00.000+08:00

Mood: disgusted.
Craving for: YTF; don't need to ask.
Currently listening to: Always Be My Baby by David Cook.

the ones who think they're high and mighty will fall ...

if you think you can survive on your own ... be my guest . because from where i'm standing , i've always been there to break your fall .

lols . don't bitch me just because i found good trustworthy friends in ITE , people . :D! at least , they don't touch the guy i like and make me sick . LOLOLOLs !

so ... Sunday , we needa go BUGIS ! for ... ? Projects !! well , actually , it's more of an outing . LOLS ~ TOFUs , ikimasu ~ ^^

if you think you can have fun , just remember , i'll have much more fun ... :3

oh shyt ! what am i supposed to do as a Treasurer ?! AHAHAS !!!

Because Frankly...

2009-04-29T00:04:00.001+08:00

Mood: neutral, calm.
Craving for: yong tau foo... *becomes a ytf zombie*
Currently listening to: Thank You by Simple Plan.

i don't remember criticizing you on my blog . what makes your blog so special that you can write about me ? asking me to die , making me look like such a bad person .. what's your point ? you wanna show your poly fwens that i'm this kind of a fwen ? excuse me , if i was mean , do you think i can sue you ? hmm ?

you make it look like i went over to your house last sunday just to use your net . maybe you forgot .. but it was my birthday weekend , can't i make an effort to meet up with my best friend ? hmm ? budden again , u're ALWAYS busy , and so , i decided , i'll just shut my pretty mouth and use my laptop while you do your stuff . tell me , if i were to tell you about me clubbing , or about the guy i (still) like , would you even give me a damn ?

how am i supposed to communicate with you when you don't even give me a damn subject/topic to talk about ?

manga ? anime ? fics ?

are those the only thing that kepts our fwenship going ? huh ?

when was the last tyme we talk about normal girls' stuff ? sec 1 ? sec 2 ? i dont remember anything about guys , or fashion or .. whatever that other girls talk about .. i noe , u might say , thats so typical , thats wad everyone do ..

but have you thought ? how long are you going to pretend that animes and mangas are the most important thing in your life ? are you going to find a husband of the same interest ? are you going to force your children to watch , read , do japanese stuffs in the future ?

i do watch and read still , but everything has its limits . open your horizons , girl . why issit that eventhough Ruby and me have the same interest , we can still hang out with each other , and we can lepak from morning to evening talking non stop ? and whenever i'm with you , i can't think of anything to say to open my mouth ? why ? have YOU ever thought why TOFUs means so much to me ? have you ever wondered why i like to talk about TOFUs so much ? because they know me more than you have and we've only been a clique for 1 year . just one year and we can share lotsa things together , i confide in them soo many things that i don't think you'd even bother to hear about .. i tell them about my family's financial problems .... did you know they had to lend me money just so my family can eat ? did you noe they had to pay my notes for me ? have you ever thought about it , why don't i tell you about it rather than fwens who i met 1 year ago , in ITE ? have you ? it's because i don't think you'll be interested in listening to me .

so , don't make it sound as if TOFUs influenced me to do many "bad" things .. they don't . if it wasnt for them , i wont have a good ITE life ... if they really influenced me to do "bad" things and stuffs , shouldn't my GPA be low ? should i be skipping skool ?

girl, i noe what's my piorities are ... i still wanna go poly after my 2years here and i still haven forgotten it . i know and that's why i'm dividing my time properly. you say about me going over the line with clubbing ...

are you saying i have no self-control ? i know where the bonderies are ... you say as if i'm one wild child , who would go clubbing every weekend and get hooked up with a guy and that my mom would find out through thin air . i know my limits , girl as a teenager , as a student , as a daughter , as a malay .

you might think i'm always leaving you behind and always going out with my TOFUs and neglecting you . sorry to say but , i'm always trying to find ways to go out with you and those who were in OUR cliques .. i've tried , each time , everyone has their own plans , you don't have enough money and we just keep procrastinating ... and i'm tired .. i keep being the one to ask whether we can go out , each time , getting rejected .. i've tried being there for you . remember once when u wanted to go JE lib ... and when i finished skool , you sms-ed me SOO suddenly and said ... "my friend had a change in his schedule ... " what do you take me for ? a replacement ? what if i've reached JE lib already ? and try guessing who saved me that day ?

TOFUs.

have you ever thought how i felt that day ? being rejected by my BEST fwen by some guy ? have you ? how about the times when i had to cancel plans with TOFUs to meet up with you ? what would TOFUs feel ? why are you saying as if i'm not putting the effort here ? i'm trying my best to divide my time .. sweetheart , you're not the only one who's busy .. i have my own comittee and CCAs . my TOFUs have their work too , we have our own families too , so why issit we can still make time to each other and listen to each other's problems and so on ?

i'm not trying to say that i'm being a perfect fwen to you while you're not putting the effort .. there are somethings that you do that i cannot replace . but if we just keep having more and more miscommunications , i dont think i can help it . i'm sorry for being such a worthless fwen , if you think that way . but i do thank you for some of the memorable moments of the past 4 years .

Day by Day...

2009-04-28T09:11:00.003+08:00

Mood: SLEEPY!!!! )):
Craving for: lollipops.
Currently listening to: Together by Ne Yo, recommended by darlingRUBY!

i am sleepy ! i dont feel like going to skool ~! but i still have to go cux there's this meeting for the members of the seniors and juniors bonding committee ... lols ! i didnt volunteer for it ! darlingVIKKI sabo-ed me ~~)):

ok , i think i nid to go take a shower .. haix ... one more day in skool .... ):

oh yes , thanks for writing about me on your blog , i mean ...
hate me more , u'll just make me more famous . (;
dont worry , even if my mom finds out , its my problem rite ? so dun worry ok ? LOLs !
uh-huh , i rather hang out with TOFUs , cux basically , i really got no topics with you .
so lets move on , bitch . (; yea , i'm a bitch too . lololols !

ever heard of Thank You by Simple Plan ? yeah . i dedicated that song to you . cheers !

Here Comes Monday;

2009-04-27T10:24:00.005+08:00

UPDATED on 27th APRIL'09 @ 10:38PM;

Mood: Going crazy!
Craving for: chocolate cakes, chocolate, sweets, anything to take my mind off thinking.
Currently listening to: Never Give Up On Love by Bobby Tinsley.

Back from skool and gosh , i am tired ! my eyes are hurting from my contacts ... i dunno ... i dunno why it keeps making my eyes red .. maybe i shud change contacts brand when my mom gets her pay .. saa na ~ but i wanna use the grey contacts !!! lolols !

you know , memories of the past are starting to come back to me piece by piece ... about him , about the times when i'd see him in skool and wanting him to notice me and stuffs like that .. about that time when i had to muster all of my courage just to tell him something so simple and obvious ... about that tyme when he stole my breath , just by dressing differently ...

bit by bit , its coming back .... and i feel like i'm pinning up hope on him again ... its not supposed to be like this .. i'm supposed to forget about him ... so why do i feel like ... i still have feelings for him ... urghs ... i'm such a bitch ! liking someone so unreachable , its a sin ! i thought i was already over him ... during the holidays , i tried my best to avoid everything that might remind me of him , and i tot i succeeded ..

heh ... but i was wrong i guess ... maybe , once you started liking someone so special , he'll keep making u sooo head over heels , that its hard for you to forget him ... and everything you do , you think about ... yes , HIM !

Maybe there will be a day when i'll look back and think of how stupid i was , thinking , why did i shed sooo many tears for this particular guy ...

but for now , he's definitely back on my mind ... and most probably , back in my heart , somewhere ...
___

Mood: NERVOUS for debate.
Craving for: chocolates.... mmmm....
Currently listening to: The Man Who Can't Be Moved by The Script.

so here comes monday and i'm bored ! urghh ! and guess wad ?! i actually took a bath and wanted to wear my uniform . wth ! and darlingCHARMAINE just asked me a few mins before that skool starting at 12 ! hahas !

there's debate today and omg ... i dun even think my script is worth speaking later on lahh ! soooo stressful i tell you !

ok , end ! i'll go and wonder arnd my house for a while now . bubuaix !

18th birthday was a blast!![:

2009-04-26T17:00:00.001+08:00

Mood: still lethargic from clubbing! :O
Craving for: vodka with cranberry juice ? X: HAHAHAHAS!
Currently listening to: Because of You by Neyo.

Fist of all , i'd like to thank EVERYBODY who celebrated my birthday with ME! and of course to those who sms-ed me wishes and all ! xD and BOBO for writing on my facebook wall . (: hehe . yes lah bobo , akak go clubbing liaox ! when ur turn sehh ? X: 3years to come . xD ! hahas .

I was late for class on FRIDAY ! not exactly late , but i reached at exactly 8am! lols . mr.ELVIN's class was , like alwaes , a boring one . lols ! i seriously donno what the hell was he trying to tell us . lols !

During our break , classmates together with darlingTOFUs set up a surprise for me by bringing me a birthday cake ! i made a quick wish too ! [: lols ! i thank ALLLL who was there ! though there was a shortage of cake ! lols ! thank you all for being there . [: much appriciated ~ and thanks to SIHAHgirl, IFAHgirl, ATIQAHgirl and HUIXIANgirl for the cute POOH ribbon pillow ! i likie it soooo much that i used it to sleep last night ! ^^ hehe . very cute lahhs !

Headed for a choir practice for the graduation ceremony at 2pm . its tiring sia ! wth sehh ... mux remember all the lyrics by 6WEEKS ! Majulah Singapura is no problem but the ITE song's kinda ... *fill in the blank* when we leave the room , i got my first wish ! hahas . oppx ! X: hehe . i saw my bandung. LOLs ! finished at about 4 and then rushed down to CCK lot one to tell mommy that i'm leaving and wont be coming home that night . :D! hehee .. went back home and quickly rushed back to JE platform and met up with ATIQAHgirl and REBECCAdarling ! i think i was pretty shagged out already seh .. since i didnt get enough slp the night before . ohohos !

we reached RUBYdarling's house soon after and i had my dinner while the girls straightened ATIQAHgirl's hair ! ^^ i bought two outfits for my clubbing session and then u guess what ? my TOFUs bought for me a dress ! AHAHAS ! omg lahh ! and there i was , all stressed up that i dunno what to wear ! LOLs ! the black dress is LOVED ! thank you darlings!!![: you noe me well ! HEHEEE !

the girls dolled me up and i like EVERYTHING that they did for me ! we left for HARBOURFRONT at about 9:45 and reached there about 20-30mins later . meet up with ATIQAHgirl's SC fwen SUFIAN there ! if u wanna have a GREAT clubbing and hangin out tyme , u have to have HIM! lols . though its my first clubbing , it was DEFINITELY FUN !! though there were only 5 of us , it was CRAZY and HECTIC ! lols .

we walk in POWERHOUSE at about 11 and we drank , yes , i did ! i noe i noe , its sinful huh ? AHAHAS . we had Cranberry Juice with Vodka ! ((:

honestly , 5-10mins later , i was already kinda light-headed sia ! lols . the third music was "PLEASE DON'T STOP THE MUSIC" and i LOVE it ! started dancing from then on . AHAHAS !

we left the club about 2plus and headed to mac-d for a drink .. den darlingRUBY and darlingJENA went back to get our stuffs and we slacked outside VIVOcity ... i guess we were really high at that time and all of our behaviours were ... LOLs ! Jena was like sooo cute !! hahas !

SUFIAN made darlingJENA puke ! hahas . we den went back to RUBY's at about 4-5am . all had a quick nap but JENAdarling left earlier than us .

we all woke up at about 11:30am and we had breakfast and ATIQAHgirl , RUBYdarling and i just hang out with each other ! it was fun .. left darlingRUBY's house about 4:30plus and reached home sweet home . ahas ! alright , enough talking , lets get the pics going ! ehjoy !

once again , THANK ALL who made my BIRTHDAY a blast !

;cutting cake!

;pulling out candles!

;me and my card!

;SWEATY me! bleahs ~

;yes, HB, bitchy me!

;ME and my SEXY diva!

;ME and my CUTE tofu!

;ME and my GONG tofu!

;ME and my 24/7 SLEEPY tofu!

;ME and 24/7 CHATTERBOX tofu![:

;ME and MIMI"cute"! xD

;SIHAHgirl!

;THEY are LOVED!

;MISSES HK'09! :D

;FIFI and DAVE were there![:

;SLEEPY takes the limelight! xD!

;thank you for EVERYTHING!

;HEHEEEEE!

;GREATEST bitches ALIVE!

;LOVED!

;CHEEKY me and SEXY diva!

;AGAIN! ^^

;HITTING the dancefloor SOON!

;the ONES who made it MEMORABLE!
&

;the FOUR who made me TIPSY! ;D

therefore, thank you all , and yes , i'm a HAPPY 18 now! xD!

;with LOVE, MAIYU!

LEAVING 17; CHALLENGING 18[:

2009-04-23T11:47:00.000+08:00

Mood: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, u noe ! :D?
Craving for: birthday cake ? ^^
Currently listening to: Love Story by Taylor Swift.
short post ..

i went to little india with darlingVIKKI todae for a make up workshop, it was an eye opener for me ... its more like an motivation workshop . LOLs ! its fun arh ... and its nearing midnight !! i am soooooo going to be 18 in a few mins !

:D

heheee !

darlingVIKKI !!!! U ALWAES SEE HIM ! I OSO WANT !~ I KNEW I SHUD GO UR HOUSE AFTER SKOOL SEHH . ahahas !

well , the past is the past , hopefully with my new age , i'll forget my crush when i was 17. xDD ! Bandung hog me for almost a year .. bleahs !

oh , btw , GUESS WHO'S HITTING THE CLUB TOMORROW ? *wink*

ps: i hate inconsiderate ppl STILL !!!

I will get over YOU! once again. (:

2009-04-22T21:36:00.003+08:00

HELLO !!

Mood: HAPPY![:
Craving for: yong tau foo.. ):
Currently listening to: I'm Just A Kid by Simple Plan.

today's visit to suntec and TRC and Regent hotel was ok i guess !

it was tiring that i went to slp the minute i get home . LOLOLOLs !! ok , done !

ps: i will blog about inconsiderate ppl soooooon ! i'm just lazy today . LOLOLs ! sorry . x3 !

mr.SUNSHINE, i found you !~ why'd u run away from me !!! lols . (:

with my distraction , i'll get over him again !
i hope.

_

UPDATED ON THURSDAY;23APRIL2009 @ 8:42AM!

ok , i will now blog about what i've been waiting to blog about ! i mean ... about those inconsiderate people in mrts and buses .. i mean ... over the past 2 weeks or so .. i've been seeing SOOOO many inconsiderate ppl that it pissed me off ! for example , when i was going home with darlingVIKKI , there was this uncle who just signal the guy to give the seat to him when the guy was ALREADY about to sit down .. i mean ... i noe we youngsters shud be more sensitive towards the older generation but ... it seems that the older generations are more irritating than us !

and den , there was once in 963 when i was going back home , there was this lady who wanted to take a seat behind the driver .... and there's already an aunty there ... and the aunty just say .. "behind also got space what. u wan sit here for wad?" i mean ... HELLO !! CONSIDERATION PLEASE ! i wanted to give up my seat but the women had already settled down at another seat . i can understand because she was carrying something bulky . what's so wrong to let someone sit beside you !?

i mean ... there's that courteous campaign going on and it doesnt seemed to work , i think .. like my mom says ... it's all on tv . LOLs ! ok , i'm not trying to critisize anyone or anything ... but i just think , we humans are too selfish .. even if we say that we will be fwenly and helpful , deep down inside us , our instincts are alwaes a step ahead of us and that's what makes us selfish . and its because instincts helps us to survive ..

Breaking Free... Later than I expected...

2009-04-21T20:20:00.002+08:00

Mood: Sleepy.
Craving for: YONG TAU FOO! ps: i keep having the same cravings. ==
Currently listening to: Wings of Words by Chemistry.

it's no lie when people said that it takes time for you to forget someone , especially if that person is special in your eyes .

ok , what the hell am i blabbering about ...

blah blah blah !! stop it sial lah Ayu !! urghh ... its going to go away , its going to go away . it will go away as sudden as it came . i swear , i swear... *trying to practice self-induced trance* AHHH!!! *takes a deep breath*

oh my dear lord !!! this is not goooooood !!! its my birthday week , why am i thinking about IT ?!

i mean ... its all his fault for looking upwards ... who told him to do that anyway ! i mean , its only right for someone to go down to look downwards right ?! so , that means i'm not at faut . hello you ! i'm putting the blame on you ! yeah yeah , ALLLLL your fault ok ! yes , i have deduced that that eye contact is ALLLLLL HIS FAULT ! period !!

humpf ..... so if thats so .. i must be crazy to think of it now .

i nid a BREAK . it's still too easy for me to fall . =="

God , send me someone who i can divert my attention and heart to ? please ? )):

if that wish cant be fullfill , i guess i'll just dance my worries off on friday . ciao !

goodnight people ! :3!

PS: i am irritated by inconsiderate people in buses or mrts .. i mean ... stop it sia ! we're all in the same boat ! humpf ... i'll update about THIS when i'm not feeling so down yeah ? i will SURELY blog about this ! i had enough !

I can't find an excuse to divert from his presence...

2009-04-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

Mood: Uneasy/Shocked.
Craving for: YOU!
Currently listening to: Thunder (Acoustic Version) by Boys Like Girls.
School was a drag today , we have no notes for our subjects and its kinda hard to concentrate in class .

sommore we had to spend 4hours in POT room doing nothing but powerpoint slides . lols . i guess its was kinda lame arhh ... i mean ... doing powerpoint slides one after another ... x_x urghh ~

ok, i might not be on msn todae so .. yeah .. the internet's a BITCH ! hahas .

Orights ! i think this will be all . i really dont have anything much to update . heheheee !

i took a step back into the past today .

oh no !!!

though i can't deny the feelings came back and hit me in the face.
i'm sure he saw my surprised face.
though i'm not sure why our eyes HAD to make contact today.
boy,
why do you have to give me hope again?
and make me think about how my heart feels for you in the past?

2009-04-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

Maybe I'm still thinking about you?

Mood: tired!!!
Craving for: biscuits. :]
Currently listening to: Innocent Sorrow by Abingdon Boys School.

went to Esplande with darlingRUBY today ! we had LJS at MS for dinner and den we lepaks at Esplande afterwards .. watch a coooooooool indonesian singer performing there and it was worth it .

we talked about the past .. about how our HE makes us sooooooo breathless ... about the times we were sooooooo crazy over HE ...and all those weird moments and the fun ones ... haiiix ~

i mean ... those were the days , ne darling ? hahas .

wouldnt it be nice if we could experience it again once more ... and move on ?

lols . budden again , time doesnt wait for ppl .. it moves on and it wont stop for anyone . ^^

ja .. we have school tomorrow so yes ! must sleep early today . ^^ hehe .

darlingRUBY ,thanks for today ! you rock HOT chick !

Reasons are higher classes of Excuses...

2009-04-19T00:11:00.001+08:00

Mood: A-OKAY!
Craving for: ice cream. o.o
Currently listening to: Accidentally In Love by Counting Crows

I've been wanting to write down the translation for my blog song . though i'm not sure its accurate or not ... but heck , it reminds me of myself . :] i didnt realize LM.C songs can relate to me . hahas !

here goes: Sentimental PIGgy Romance - LM.C

Hello- Taking a nap, because the weather is nice.
A greeting to the dandelion.
How long- I was gazing through the meadow without minding the clock, when I saw him.
Hey Ho! (Ho!) For a shy girl like me, all I can do is look from a distance.
Say Ho! (Ho!) If I only scream in my heart, he won’t turn around.
Looking from behind, as he walks as he shakes his mane,
Even now, this heart of mine is about to burst.

This love will probably not come true. I can’t even get close to him.
Because being the fat girl that I am, he will eat me.

I know… He looks so proud with his mane, and his roar that is heard throughout the jungle.
Why not… Why did the two of us, ever meet?
Even when we are this different.
Everyone around me is against it, telling me ‘you shouldn’t.’
But, in my eyes, I can’t see anything else anymore.

This love will never end. I don’t care if it’s a love that will never come true.
If he’s alright with the fat girl that I am,
I don’t mind if I get eaten.

Aaaaaaaaah*＠:ア＞°♂a％。$？♀⇒ッ!? ! !! He has noticed me.
He is running this way…but no! No! No! I actually can’t do this.
my love is “Pigs might fly” I have to run away fast.
Because he will eat me.

(“Pigs might fly!”)

*yes , the symbols are in the lyrics .. i don't know , ask LM.C ! hahas .
-taken from jpopasia.

ja, oyasumi minna . :]

Those times of innocence...

2009-04-18T00:48:00.002+08:00

Mood: Sleepy~
Craving for: Salads! o.o!!
Currently listening to: God Must Have Spent A Little More Time On You by N' SYNC.

I'm so sleepy right now and all i wanna do is sleep .. but i just don't feel like getting some rest yet . TOFUs went to MS to have Pizza Hut for lunch today . and its worth every dollar that i had to pay ! [: plus with the excellent service that we've received , our lunch was definitely ENJOYED !

we then headed down to esplande and just lepak until late ... honestly , i reached about 10minutes to 10 but my mom doesnt seemed to make a big fuss out of it .. which is good . i've also bought two more pairs of contacts ... a GREEN and GREY pair ! actually , i wanted to buy BLUE and GREY .. but i guess i was just too idiotic or dumb at the moment to notice what the hell i called for . hahas .

nonetheless , no regrets ! mom was OK! with my green contacts and she said it was nice . :] which is good !

next friday will be the day i'll step into my first club ! and i am sooooo excited about it !!! we still haven chosen the club that we wanna go ... but .. i dun mind anything ! :]

though lotsa things are not comfirmed yet ... i wanna say that its an OPEN invitation kinda thingy .. anyone who's interested , please do join us . ^^ so far , i do noe that my darlingTOFUs and ATIQAHgirl and SIHAHgirl are going . so please please please ! we nid guys ... and GIRLS ! anything ~

ok , do check RUBYdarling's multiply for our photos at MS today, yeah ? ^^ hehe .

i think my eyes are screaming at me to give them some rest ... so might be back later at night .. saa .. u noe me , i on and off at odd hours of the night/morning .

feelings are not attached.
but, i'm just wondering...
what have you been up to, boy?

Why do i still think about it...

2009-04-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

today's a normal day ... nothing interesting happened .. ahahas .

humpf .. i really dont have anything to update actually .. .but i still wanna update . lols .

hora ..

i think darlingRUBY has found someone to play again . xD rite darling ? lols . well , good for her . xP !! hmmm .. tomorrow i think we're going to MS to lepak . ahas . hey .. why cant we go paragon ? )): or lucky plaza .. i wan to see my sunshine sia .. LOLs ! the ip zone guy ... WHY did he transfer from vivo sehh .. f sia .
alright , i wanna watch criminal minds now and den i wanna read my manga . lols . wad a good life i live ..

and DAMN ! i nid to do research on homosexuality .. damndamn ... why am i in the opposition anywae ?

I SUPPORT THEM WHOLEHEARTEDLY lehh !!!

oh well ...

since its been decided , i'm gonna do it . LOLs !

ja , oyasumi . ((:

and i'm fucking missing him right now.
when i'm supposed to forget about it.

Maybe i'm thinking too much...

2009-04-15T22:28:00.001+08:00

today's skool was ....

WTH !!

hahas . i was 10mins late for class though it was postponed from 8am to 12:30pm . lols . yeah , its only the 3rd day of skool and i'm late . good luck ayu . ==

well .. i guess i haven really adjusted to the drastic changes of timetable . lols . so we'll see yeah ?

hohos .

hmmm ...

and yeah , skool ended about 45mins after i reached the class .. HAHAS ! which is like DORTS arh ! might as well dont come skool rite ? ^^" hehe oh well ...

why does his presence still haunts me though he's long gone ?
maybe that's why i can't say GO ?

THAT person's back, jump starts the PAST;

2009-04-14T21:41:00.006+08:00

its the second day of skool today ... nothing much happened ... saa ... we've already got our first project .. an individual one . =D i'll work hard ! i swear !

oh ! and HAPPY BIRTHDAY DINI !
you grew ONE year cuter ! sorry i cant make it today . ^^ take care !

oro ! i haven tell u how's my results ! hmm ...

Housekeeping: A.
Hospitality Sales and Marketing: B.
Entrepreneurship: A.
GPA: 3.250 . :) hehe .

i think i'm alil more confident that i'll make it to poly next year ! i want to . ;) for my mom's sake . =D

hmm ... what else .. AH ~

darlingTOFUs , i've gotten the GREEN light ! clubbing is soooooo going to happen on 24th APRIL ! get it ?~ lols .

i'm inviting all who wanna go clubbing with me ~ =DD please celebrate me ! hehehes .

ok , i'm gonna go back to my manga and anime . ^^

ps: whoever he is , his back , his style , his everything , REALLY did jump starts the past i buried . now its back . darlingVIKKI, you noe , right ? wth .. its frightening . i am shocked . thank god darlingVIKKI was there and kept me safe ! but throughout the way , none the less , whoever he maybe , he distracted me with his charming aura .

though his being left , the shadow has just started to appear .

TOFUs, what if bandung's back ?
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UPDATED! @ 12:34am;15th April 2009

i don't remember doing anything wrong ... maybe its my pms or your bad mood ... u totally ignore ? or are u just not bothered anymore ? if ure mad that i'm going to do wad i wanna do in a few more days , then i'm sorry . i've got my life , you've got yours . i speak openly , i don't keep secrets from my fwens , i think i like the way i am .

concerns are appreciated .. its not like i'm gonna do it forever and ever and ever ~ but the way things are going ,

perhaps the topics that we have are the only limited ones that will help this fwenship survive .

because i nvr had the chance of talking about other things beside those ..

and u nvr bother opening up ur mouth either too .

yeah , i'm wild , i love reading ecchi mangas , hot guys are loved and i like to dance my ass off sometimes . hey , thats me .

And the clock has started to tick...

2009-04-13T10:26:00.000+08:00

yes , the time for skool has finally come ... once again !!

lols . today ! i feel happy to go to skool .. maybe because 963 will not be so crowded as in the morning .. which is ... YES ARHHS ! lols .

and i cant wait to meet my girls again ! my darlings darlings who i had to leave behind when i went home from chalet . huhus .. so yes ! skool is started , HA is how HK and we're the seniors .

and i shud be taking a shower right about now .. however , my abang's in the toilet .. hurhur ! waity for a lil more i guess .. hmm ...

ja ... darlingTOFUs , guess who's senpai now ? ;)

Just An Ordinary Girl...

2009-04-12T16:15:00.000+08:00

so much have been happening these past few daes .. and i don't know where to begin ... firstly , there's chalet and there are things that are happening around me ...

firstly, i think i've abandon my blog for a good few daes ... and i'll explain why later on . :D

saa ... i didnt complete my 4days 3nights of chalet ... by the 2nd morning , i've fallen sick and had a very bad running nose and by the afternoon , i had a sorethroat .. so , i decided to go back home by the evening .. yes . this post is going to be a boring one .

for those who noe the other reason why i had to leave the chalet early , especially TOFUdarlings , you dun noe how much i appreciate your efforts of helping him ... though i didnt want to make you all worry , i guess i was filled to the brim with the problems i was facing at home that i needed to let some off my shoulders in order to breathe again .

i'll find a way to repay you girls ... one day . and to the rest who were also there to support me that evening , thank you ! ^^

btw , my situation at home is much better ... at least we have food on the table .. though its still alil rough here and there .. we're surviving . ((:

ahh ... i dunno what i've been up to these daes ... but i've been reading a few mangas and stuffs and watching alil bit of anime . :D lols . i mean , wad else can i do .. the only option i have is to gt cooped up at home ... hahas .

lols . seriously , i dunno what to blog about anymore . :O !! this is the first tyme !!! omg Ayu ~~~

so , i'll stop here yeahh ?

i dunno .. maybe when my inspiration to blog comes , i'll blog about something less depressing ? hahas ! see ya . ^^

Finally Freedom !

2009-04-05T23:06:00.000+08:00

Mood: HAPPY! like i'm gonna die and fly to HEAVEN !!
Craving for: time to spend with darlingTOFUs and ATIQAHgirl, SIHAHgirl and IFAHgirl and many many more !
Currently listening to: Thunder by Boys Like Girls. :D!

so yes , finally the day has come for me to get 4days of freedom , more than 72hours of endless chit chat and well ... basically good company ! ((:

the first chalet has been a success and i hope this one will be a good one too ! i really cant wait for good times ! but then again , i am sure i'll be missing my family at home too ! especially my CUTE mommy ~ hahahas ! she's been quite concerned about me going for 4days , which is more than the first chalet . lols ! but i'm glad she has finally let me to go on chalets , overnight ! hehe ..

i missed 2 of my secondary chalets already and i definitely will not want to miss ANY chalets during my ITE life ! i'm gonna enjoy !

orite , i'm gonna go watch Final Destination 3 on channel 5 . (((((:

goshhh !! i'm so excited ! ahahas ! alright ppl , cheers !

good night ~
ps: darlingTOFUs , tomorrow we'll meet at 10:30am at JE platform alright ? we'll head to darlingRUBY's house together . ^^ take care !

I'm Bored.

2009-04-04T23:02:00.003+08:00

Mood: upset ! ):

yes , i am bored and i am upset i am all the negative feelings that u can think of .

the net connection here sucks and i am soooooo dam bored that i can eat a cow for fun !!!!!!!

the world's a bitch .

byebye.

Boring Saturday.

2009-04-04T21:28:00.002+08:00

Mood: angry !!!!
Craving for: fun ? how about some happiness ?
Currently listening to: -

yes , u read the title correctly . its darlingVIKKI's lil brother's party today and i cant get out .. there's lotsa reasons and i dont want to list them down and dampened my already bad mood . ==

i wanna get out of my house and have fun , and i cant wait for class chalet which is going to happen a day more after tonight !! 4days of full freedom . wad else can i ask for ? finally !

ok , i'm gonna go take a shower . byebye .

バカ～

2009-04-03T18:41:00.002+08:00

Baka.

I AM JUST SO FRUSTRATED !!! AHHHH ~

my song just wont play on my blog and that suck !!

oh wait ... i think i just heard it playing .

== diao.

owari.

2009-04-02T23:29:00.002+08:00

With Love, ME! :D!
Roses Roses.

Mood: lethargic ? tired..
Craving for: more lollipops. xD!
Currently listening to: Sailing Day by Bump of Chicken.

hellos !!!! apparently i'm missing my favourite flower . yes yes , ROSES ~ they're just so pretty to me . hehe .

today , FINALLY had yong tau foo !!! ate it at GREENRIDGE's banquet ! and EDAchan was kind enough to accompany me . AHAS ! yes , i nid someone to accompany me just to have lunch . == it was nice .. though , i prefer the yong tau foo at CAUSEWAYPONT's and HARBOURFRONT's banquet more , i guess it just helps my cravings to go away . HAHAHAS !

tomorrow's a friday .. and i dont really noe wad my plans are going to be .. i'm very tight nowadays and family sometimes dont have enough to eat . hmm .. but i think tomorrow might accompany mommy go bukit timah for awhile .. hey ! i wanna eat at AL-AMIN again . the food there is TREMENDOUSLY delicious ! hahas . and wads more , its 24/7 ! i remembered once when my abang treated us to LATE LATE dinner there once ! around 12-1am ? ahahas . but its not quiet down there , its quite rowdy . =D so there's no nid to get scared . HAHAS !

hmm .. apparently my mood to watch Rurouni Kenshin has gone too . maybe i'll watch it tomorrow morning . heck , maybe later on at night .

cux i'm planning on taking a nap first and waking up later . saa na ..

alright , here i go . (:

take care all . mmuahs !